Emily: I’m so nervous to be going to Joseph’s pack. I’m scared that everyone will hate me and won’t want me as their queen due to my past. As much as I try to forget and pretend none of it happened it did. I want to be strong. I want to show people that it doesn’t control me. Some days are easier then others though. Even though Michael apologised and I did except his Apology it doesn’t magically make it all go away. I believed him when he said he was sorry and he never wanted to hurt me, but even he wasn’t ready for me be to except his apology. Apart of me appreciates him for that. “Baby what are you thinking about?”. My mate asks as I continue to stare out the window. We’ve been sitting in the car for a few hours now heading to my new home. “My past”. I say sighing. “Baby I though

