Finding Me

Chapter 7

I slightly moved as I felt a cool touch on my bare skin, moving up and down my arm slowly. The cool touch went, from my arm down to my waist and up my inner thighs, I felt my s*x start to moisten. I blinked my eyes open slowly, they adjusted a bit to a smirking Ben. I moaned as he slid a finger inside of me, he kissed my lips gently as he slowly, let his finger work inside of me.

"Good morning beautiful." He smirked.

"But, it's still dark." I moaned loudly as he pushed his finger deep inside of me. "This is distracting Ben."

"I know." He smirked, as he shifted to hover over me, he stopped fingering me, I didn't want him to.

"What time is it?" He kept on kissing my neck.

"Time for round two."

"Ben."

"Stefanie."

"Time?"

"For round two."

"Ben!" I whisper shouted.

"Okay persistent one." He moved over to check his phone. "It's 3:00 AM."

"You did not just wake me up for sex."

"Nope. I did not wake you up first of all."

"You touching me."

"I wasn't expecting you to get up, I just love feeling your skin." His arrogant ass. "But since you're up." He continued kissing my neck slowly.

I just sighed, I don't mind the morning s*x right now. He cupped my breasts in his hand, kissing and sucking on them both as he rubbed his erection against my wet middle. Sucking on my n*****s, tugging at one gently with his teeth. I moaned as he played with it, his cool hands then slid down my curves.

"You have such an amazing body for a 14-year-old." He kissed my stomach and went down to my inner thigh, kissing one then the other, he pushed my legs up and spread them apart as he blew on my s*x. I groaned, he was teasing me, he was f*****g teasing me. He let his tongue explore my s*x and my body began to tense as he licked and sucked me. My legs began to tremble, toes curled up, back arched and my hand tugging in his hair.

"Ahhhh!" I released and he licked it up. Before I knew it he was, kneeling between my legs, he held my arms firmly above my head.

"I'm going to f**k you fast and hard, I won't c*m inside you." He said sternly and I nodded. He did exactly what he said, he thrust hard and deep inside of me and moved, really move. I don't think I could feel my legs, he stopped and put his wet erection in my mouth, holding my head, he moved back and forth and he picked up the pace. I felt him twitch in my mouth, he still as he went deep, he released and it went straight down my throat.

I was kinda choking on his d**k, he removed it and then laid beside me. Both our breathing was raged. "How'd you enjoy that?" He whispered in my ear.

"Was fun." He chuckled, "I can't feel my lower body though."

"Did I hurt you baby?" He caressed my cheek, I shook my head. He pulled my body onto him, so I was laying on him. "Good. Are you tired?"

"Not really."

"Okay, how'd you meet my sister?"

"Actually, she found me. She just started to play with my hair and said she liked it. She introduced herself and she kept on speaking with me and we became friends." I smiled at the memory.

He laughed lightly, "I don't know Becky ever being nice, so you must be really different."

"I guess."

"So what about your parents?"

"Well my dad died, and my mom is not the best person to me, but at least she's alive."

"Oh, I'm sorry to hear that."

"What about yours?"

"Uh, well we barely see them, I basically raised my little sister, they always travel."

"Oh, I'm so sorry to hear that. You did well in raising her."

"No, I didn't."

"Why'd you say that?"

"My little sister likes girls, and plus she has been f*****g since are twelve. I was supposed to protect her, not let her get out of hand."

"So you don't like that she can be a potential lesbian?"

"No, but if that's what she wants, I can't force her to something else. I love my sister."

"But, I'm her girlfriend," I said shyly and he sighed.

"I guess it is what it is." He kissed my forehead, "and you are mine." I sighed.

Am I even doing the right thing? Not only with Becky, but also with Ben. He's 18, I'm 14, he can get into trouble for me. Urrghh, no one can know about us.

"What are you thinking about?" He asked rubbing my back.

"Nothing." I lied.

"Stefanie, something I hate, is when people lie to me. Don't. I'm going to ask again, what are you thinking about."

"I don't want to tell you, Ben."

"Why not?"

"Because just because."

"Stefanie, I need you to trust me, please, what's bothering you, just tell me." He said softly, I stayed quiet and tried thinking over my thoughts.

"I don't know if what I'm doing is right."

"About?"

"Me and Becky, me and you. You could get in trouble."

"I'll take that risk, it's worth it."

"I don't want you to, no one can know about us okay?"

"Will you still be with me?"

"Yes."

"Then okay, you can date anyone else okay?"

"I'm dating your sister," he sighed heavily. "I'm sorry."

"You know what, apart from her." He said and grumbled something under his breath.

I held his face and kissed him, when I pulled away he smiled. The light of dusk filled the room as it came along with its chilly breeze. He pulled me close to his warm body, closed his eyes and caressed my body. I really like him, he's so handsome, sweet, caring and loving. I closed my eyes and drifted to sleep at the sounds of his heartbeat.

I slowly opened my eyes, and they adjusted to the now bright sunlight. I stretched out but my body felt numb and sore. I sat up to the sign of Ben around, the room is now brightly illuminated and it was warm. I don't understand but I just feel this sense of relaxation this morning, I barely even feel relaxed, I can't even remember the last time. The scent of pancakes got me to my feet, I felt really sticky and sweaty.

I went in the bathroom and took a quick shower, it was warm and refreshing, I took my sweats out of my bag and slide them on with a shirt. I slowly walked down the stairs and to my surprise the house was clean.

"Morning gorgeous." Ben greeted me, he was making pancakes.

I walked up toward him just to look to make sure my nose wasn't playing any tricks on me, mother would've scolded me for this. He flipped the pancake onto a nearby stack then turned to look at me as he leaned on the counter. "How'd you guys get the place so clean so quickly?"

"I hired a cleaning group to come and clean up." He smirked, leaning down and held my face and kissed me gently. "I didn't get my good morning though."

"Good morning," I whispered and kissed back, before I knew it, he swept me off my feet and put on the counter.

The kiss became passionate, his hand slipped into my sweats and he teased my s*x. I didn't put on underwear, so it was easy for him to slide two fingers inside of me, making me gasp. He trailed soft kisses along my jawline and neck.

"Hmmm, you're wet," his voice low and sexy, he thrusts his fingers deep inside of me, and a whimper escaped my lips. "I'd f**k you right now and here.

Someone cleared their throat, I looked over frightened, but he continued, "Ben." I whimpered as I looked over at Becky.

"It's Becky isn't it?" He looks up at me and I nodded. He removed his finger from inside me. "Here take this." He hands me a small pill. I eyed them curiously, " I assume you are seeing your period?" I nod. "Exactly, I came inside you, so this a morning-after pill that'll prevent you from getting knocked up, in other words, prevents from getting you pregnant." He hands me a glass of water, I take it, drinking the water and swallowing the pill.

"Thanks." I hand him back the glass.

"Good morning Ben." He turned around and turned up his nose.

"Phhhheww, your breath just gave me a rude awakening. You also look like you battled zombies."

"Why the f**k are you lying?" She pursed her lips, "and I brushed my teeth and this my normal daily look."

"Hmm, forgot you always look like I that." He put me down from the counter.

"Fugly ass." She kissed her teeth, "morning babe." She kissed me in front of him, then snack my ass hard and I yelped.

"Why?" He scoffed rolling his eyes.

"Cause I want to. I'm hungry." She looks at the pancakes, licking her lips.

"I made pancakes." He moves to her side and I move over to sit on a chair.

"I'm not blind."

"Well don't act like you are."

"Please Ben."

"You're welcome, Becky." She scoffed.

"Stefanie what would you like to eat, we have cereal, pancakes, I can make you a sandwich if you like?" He smiled at me leaning on the counter.

"Umm,"

"How about some chocolate chip pancakes?"

"Sounds good."

"Since when you're so nice, you never offered to make me chocolate chip pancakes." Becky glares at him.

"What are you, Sherlock Holmes? Stop asking so many questions." He starts up a batter.

"My girls' p***y probably real sweet for you." She moves to hug me from behind as I sat.

"Make that our girl." He pours some chocolate chips into the batter.

"I'm so glad your ugly ass is going to college next year."

"And your dumb ass will miss me."

"Keep telling yourself that." She kisses my neck.

"The truth bothers you?"

"Gosh shut up and hurry up, I want to eat." She grumbles.

"Then come help." She stomps over to him.

"Give me that, and make her some hot chocolate."

"No, you make it."

"I'll make it," I interject.

"No." Both their heads turn to me, then went back to their bickering.

I sigh, just watching them bicker as they made breakfast, these two needs to really get along; at least they're not drawing blood. I wish I had a sibling, preferably an older one, because if I did have a younger sibling, I'd have to protect myself and him or her from the terrors. I drift off into deep thought as they continue arguing like two old married couple.

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