Christian eyes were on me from where he sat. He seems to be more indulgent than I ever thought he would be. Somehow seeing him look at me in that way felt so f*****g good. It felt like I was in charge and I was the reason he was sitting there. I slowly trailed my fingers sliding my hands through my folds. The burning sensation and the hot stare from him was magnetic. What was I doing? My legs were wide open for the same man who said he would kill me. But why can’t I stop, he is my husband. Those were the words that I had been using to make myself feel good for the acts that I was carrying on. Christian looked at me again , this time his eyes were on me as if he was daring me to slip out my hands from there. I wanted to tease him, make him ravel in silence and beg me to

