Chapter 1
Elara’s POV
They whisper my name like a curse, Elara Quinn, the she-wolf everyone wishes would disappear.
I’m known as the disgrace of the Silverhollow Pack, the girl who murdered the Alpha’s brother. But no one ever asks why.
It happened during my first shift, my bones cracked, my muscles stretched, and the pain of the change tore through my body, I wasn’t in control. Everything was a blur of light, sound, and instinct. I didn’t even know what I was doing until it was too late.
Damon Steele, the Alpha’s younger brother, had cornered me in the woods. I was weak, confused, barely holding myself together. He told me I looked just right, then reached for me.
He tried to force a mark on me, one that would make me his against my will, but my wolf reacted first. She leapt from within me like a storm. A single bite, a snap of his throat, and he was gone.
I didn’t plan to kill him, but I also don’t regret it, because he crossed a line.
Since that night, my life has been hell. The pack didn’t even wait for the full story, they labeled me a murderer, a threat, a monster in disguise.
I get hit, I get cursed and I get ignored unless someone needs something scrubbed or swept.
They say it was murder while I say it was survival.
No one believed me when I told the truth. Clarissa, Damon’s widow, stood before the entire pack with tears in her eyes and claimed I was lying. She painted her husband as a noble, gentle wolf who wouldn’t harm a fly.
However, I saw something in her eyes that day, fear. She knows what Damon was capable of and she won’t admit it.
My parents were stripped of their title because of me. They didn’t even fight for me. Instead, they blamed me for their fall. Now they wear Omega ranks and live in silence, pretending they don’t know me.
In Silverhollow, being an Omega is like being invisible. You’re only noticed when someone wants to order you around or punish you for something they don’t want to do themselves.
We don’t fight, we don’t lead. We clean floors, wash clothes, and get used to hunger.
“Where is that filthy girl?!” Clarissa’s voice echoed through the halls.
I sighed quietly and rolled my eyes. Of everyone in this pack, she makes my life the worst. Since Damon died, she’s made me her personal target.
I was almost exiled, but my parents begged the Alpha to keep me here, saying I had lost control during my first shift.
Maybe exile would’ve been better than this slow torture.
My room is a storage closet turned into a cell. It’s dark, musty, and barely fits the old mattress I sleep on. A cracked mirror leans in the corner. My few clothes are folded in a box beside it, and in a small pile next to my pillow are books—my only escape.
I take a deep breath and step out. I already know what’s coming.
Clarissa is waiting in the hallway. She stands tall, wrapped in a silky red dress and glittering heels. One hand is placed dramatically on her hip, the other clutching a yellow gown.
Without warning, she flings the gown at me. It smacks me in the face and falls at my feet.
I slowly pull the fabric off my head and let it drop.
“Um…” I murmur, pointing toward it.
I barely get the word out before pain explodes across my cheek. Her slap lands hard, and blood pours from my nose. My knees hit the floor.
She doesn’t stop. Her sharp heel drives into my stomach, forcing a cry out of me.
“I told you to wash it by hand, you lazy little beast!” she screams.
I curl into myself and shield my head with my arms as she kicks again. Each blow lands with fury, fueled by her grief, hatred, and denial.
When she’s done, I drag myself to the bathroom meant for Omegas. The water from the tap is freezing, but it helps numb the pain. My skin burns as I clean my wounds. I hold back my sobs and keep my eyes on the mirror.
Once I’m clean, I put on fresh clothes and head to the kitchen to start preparing breakfast. There are over a hundred wolves living here. Mated couples have huge rooms, luxury showers, and soft beds. Even single wolves live in style.
But we Omegas? We live in corners and closets.
With help from two other Omegas, I cook a full English breakfast: sausages, eggs, toast, beans, and more. We work quietly, our hands moving automatically.
As I serve the food, I spot Kael Thorn sitting with his usual group. He’s the Alpha’s son and our future leader. Strong, arrogant, and always surrounded by girls. He’s every she-wolf’s dream.
Except mine.
Well, maybe a little. I used to have a crush on him, a tiny one. But that changed when I spilled coffee on his girlfriend, Nyla Voss, a few weeks ago.
Instead of brushing it off, he slapped me in front of everyone. My wolf, Ryn, wanted to lunge at him, but I stopped her. I knew better. Kael could end our lives with a command, and no one would care.
Today, his eyes meet mine. And for a moment, something flashes across his face, shock, maybe?
I look away quickly and keep working. I can’t afford to think too much about that.
As usual, a few cruel jokes are whispered as I move around the room. I ignore them. I glance toward my parents, hoping for some comfort. But they look away, disgusted.
I bite my lip and walk out.
I won’t cry.
I made a promise to myself that when I turn eighteen, I’m leaving this place. I don’t care where I go, but I just know I’m going to start over, somewhere I can finally breathe.
“He’s out there,” Ryn whispers in my mind. “Our mate, he’ll find us soon, and he’ll love us.”
Mates are special, they’re chosen by fate to complete us. Ryn believes our mate will see past what others say and help us heal, she dreams of a family we’ve never had, a home filled with safety.
As I finish serving, I walk outside for a few minutes. The sunlight touches my skin, and I close my eyes.
I’ve been locked inside too long, my skin has turned pale, and my bones feel tired. The sun feels like freedom.
I head toward the bleachers near the training grounds. The warriors are already practicing while I sit quietly and watch them.
I’ve been doing this for months, learning how they fight, how they move. I may be an Omega, but I need to know how to defend myself.
Silverhollow isn’t the strongest pack, but we survive by building good relationships, especially with the Lycans. Our biggest fear is upsetting them.
That’s why every year, we hold a celebration to renew our alliance. Music, speeches, and fake smiles fill the night.
As I watch the warriors spar, I feel a sudden tug on my hair.
Before I can react, I’m yanked backward and land hard on the ground, my head spinning as I stare at the sky.
“How dare you stare at my boyfriend, you worthless thing!” a voice screams above me.