Untitled Episode
Chapter 1
Page Nine
Six years of marriage, and Lysander chose the middle of our anniversary party to end it.
He tapped his glass with a spoon. The ballroom went quiet. Two hundred people turned toward the stage, and I stood by the dessert table with a plate of cake in my hand.
"Thank you all for coming," Lysander said. He smiled the way he did for cameras. "Tonight we celebrate six years. And a new beginning."
I put my fork down. Something in his voice was wrong. The hair on my arms stood up. Six years of marriage had taught me his voice the way a sailor learns weather, and this was the sound before a storm.
"Cosima and I have decided to part ways."
We hadn't decided anything.
A woman near me gasped. Someone laughed, a short, ugly sound. Heads turned, and I felt every eye land on me and slide over my body, slowly, from my shoulders to my hips to my shoes. My skin prickled like it knew. Somewhere a camera flashed. I smelled perfume and roses and the sour edge of a hundred people hoping to see me fall.
"Lysander," I said. My voice came out calm. I was proud of that. "Can we talk upstairs?"
"No need." He stepped down from the stage. A man in a gray suit followed him, holding a leather folder. "I've made it simple."
The man opened the folder. Papers. Clean, stacked, ready for a pen.
"I drafted these a month ago," Lysander said. "You get the car and a monthly allowance. The house, the company, and the brand stay with me."
"The brand," I said.
"Sinclair & Co." He shrugged. "Let's be honest, Cosima. You never had a place in it."
My hands went cold.
Every collection. Every sketch. Six years of midnight work, signed with a name nobody knew.
I kept my face still. It's a skill, keeping your face still. You learn it the way other people learn piano, one humiliating dinner at a time.
"Oh, don't look so shocked," a voice said behind me.
Olympia. My stepsister floated out of the crowd in a red dress cut low enough to start rumors. She slid her hand into Lysander's arm like it belonged there. It had belonged there for eight months. I'd found the hotel receipts in March.
"You must have seen this coming," Olympia said, tilting her head. "I mean, look at him. And look at you."
The room waited for me to cry. Two hundred people leaned in, hungry for it, the way crowds lean toward a car crash.
"Olympia's right," said Lysander's mother from a nearby table. She didn't lower her voice. "A man like my son needs a wife who fits in a photograph."
Laughter. Soft, polite, cruel. A man whispered, "She'll need two chairs to sign." Someone else laughed harder.
My face burned. I didn't let it show.
I looked at the papers. Then at Lysander.
He was watching me the way you watch a pot you expect to boil over. He wanted a scene. He wanted me begging, because a begging wife makes a clean story: poor Lysander, such a hard thing to do.
I almost gave it to him. My throat ached with it, the way a sneeze aches, right behind the eyes. Six years of swallowing every insult with a smile, and my body wanted to finally let go.
Then I saw the man at the back of the room.
He stood alone by the far doors, tall, dark suit, hands in his pockets. Everyone else was watching me. He was watching Lysander, and he wasn't smiling. When our eyes met, he lifted his glass a few inches. Not mocking. Just I see you.
I didn't know who he was. My pulse jumped anyway.
"Well?" Lysander said. "Sign it. Don't make this ugly."
"Is it all here?" I asked.
"What?"
"Everything you want. The house, the brand, the company. It's all in these pages?"
His lawyer cleared his throat. "Every clause is standard, Mrs. Sinclair."
"I'd like to read it."
"You've got no time," Lysander said. "People are waiting."
"Then they can wait."
I took the papers. My hands were shaking, but only a little. I flipped past the first pages without slowing down. Page two. Page five. Page seven.
Page nine.
There it was. Paragraph four. Six lines of small print that Lysander had never read, because he never read anything he thought I had nothing to do with.
I stopped breathing for one second. My father's handwriting wasn't there, only typed words, but I could hear him in them, dry and patient, the way he used to say, read the last page first, Cosi.
Dad, you really did think of everything.
"Cosima," Lysander said, sharper now. "Sign."
"One question first." I looked up. "Who wrote this agreement?"
"My lawyers."
"Not your lawyers. The base agreement. The one these papers amend."
He frowned. "That's old paperwork. It's irrelevant."
"Is it?"
The lawyer's face had gone a careful kind of blank. He knew. Or he was starting to.
I turned to the last page. Someone handed me a pen, and I almost laughed. Two hundred people were holding their breath, waiting for the fat wife to fall apart.
I signed. Clean. Steady. Cosima Alcott.
Not Sinclair. My father's name. Lysander never noticed that either.
"There," I said, and held the folder out to him. "Done."
Lysander blinked. He'd expected a fight. Without one, he looked almost disappointed.
"Smart," he said. "I'll have someone send your things."
"Don't bother." I smoothed my dress, the one I'd designed myself, and felt the fit of every seam. "You'll be busy."
"Busy?" Olympia laughed. "With what?"
I met Lysander's eyes and smiled for the first time all night.
"You should have read page nine."
His smile slipped.
His lawyer was already flipping pages, and I watched the color leave his face.
"Mr. Sinclair," he said, very quietly. "We have a problem."
The man at the back of the room set his glass down and started walking toward me.