After Nathaniel left my office, I concentrated on my work, it’s the only thing that relaxes me right now.
Today was the day of my dress fitting and I'm still not sure what kind of dress I want but I think I'm more relaxed about the wedding despite the media problems.
Yesterday, lunch with Nathaniel's friends went very well, I enjoyed the jokes towards my fiancé and the compliments towards me. I have never been very narcissistic but I was very pleased to know that I am not so indifferent to men, but the newspaper article has left me with many doubts…
“Will Miss Keller be the one Nathaniel will be unburdening himself to?”
I try to push those thoughts out of my head, it's not good that what Nathaniel does matters much to me.
"Forget it, Polly." I told myself.
Mid-morning, I get a
