A Life with a Pen

Looking beneath how waves crashed through, how it shapes the stones beautifully.  Like how life must be.  In a life where even challenges exist people can persevere and succeed by moving forward. However,  Living a miserable life like this!  I can stand it anymore! What can I do to make things right? NONE. YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING TO FIX IT! "Maia stop ruining everything!" "Ugly Slut!" "w***e!" "Dumb!" "Maia you're such a disgrace! You are a walking disaster in everything! You are a failure!"  Flashbacks. These were the lines repeating on my mind over and over.  "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH- Enough already!" I shouted my lung out while covering my ears and burst out crying without a single tear falling out. Maybe my eyes had enough. Even my own family treats me like sh**. Everything they see was my mistake even though I make things right.  It breaks me repetitively, emotionally, and mentally. I don't want this anymore! It really drives me insane! I need to end this! I had to! I am about to jump off the cliff when someone pulled my arm and land on a man's chest. Who could this be? and when I look up to see who could that be my eyes had open wide in shock. "Isaiah."