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It all started with this….. The very start of the beautiful phase of my life made a phase that added meaning to my life. the phase without which I am nothing. I am just incomplete without that phase.
I do not know what to consider it to be., Was that a beautiful or ugly phase.
But that phase penned the maximum chapters of my life.
Well if I talk about Arnav….
A handsome, good looking red-faced man with a scar on his forehead. Well, fit toned body, with beautiful green-blue eyes which appears more appealing. It seems like you will go deeper and deeper into those pairs of eyes. Those eyes of him hold a number of emotions, a number of secrets unknown to anyone. He has a small nose that is too sharp, a very sexy smile, with really beautiful white teeth, stick out ears, a strong thick neck, and French cut beard and mustache. He has big hands that too very artistic, soft, and gentle in touch. A number of paintings he made were nationally recognized.
He often thinks too much as a result, he tilts his head now and then. Quite impatient he is, he will end up tapping fingers very often. What should I talk about his gait, Arnav walks around like a soldier straight back very confident person he is. It is very much evident from his walk.
As he is an engineer he loves to play with machines too. IOnthe weekends he likes to fix cars, he is very good with it. Besides this Arnav is a very good singer. He sings songs from his heart. People used to sit around him just to listen to him. So soothing voice he has That voice is only while singing. Yes, you heard me right. All other time he will be very bold. At times people are afraid of his mood swings too.
Arnav was all different …. He was different before meeting me. The Arnav who happened to fall for me was different…
What should I say about him? A very curious person, well-focuse , determined , enthusiastic, critical thinker, quite entertaining ,creative in nature, active actually pro – active has an effective communication skill and build with a collaborative spirit. From the starting when I got to know about him , I was sure that he is a very hard working person. Teamwork is there in his blood. Analytical ability and attention detail is what caught my heed. His Mathematics , computer skills were so good that it will not be wrong if I call him a tech geek.
Quite competed , flexible , reliable, punctual, committed to life, learner and consistent he was. Commitment is the best thing which describes him. He knew what his priority is and accordingly he would go. Commitment towards life is what he did always. He always said me , I will never ever forget for what I am here . I need to work hard to have a better future . I cannot afford to divert . If I happen to divert I will end up losing everything. Which I cannot afford by any chance . Career is my priority and I cannot let anyone come in between this . No one means no one. Not even my silly desires , joy or minutes pleasure .
He always used to say…..
Sky is the limit. I want to soar high. I just cannot stop here only. Little things do give me happiness but I cannot stop here only. I want to fly , I want to do something big. I want to mark my name. Being contented with this ….. It is not at all enough for me . I will work rigorously day and night to fulfil all my dreams. My dreams are not my dreams only ,they are my parents dream too. They have done a lot for me , I cannot let them down . Now it is my chance…. If I will divert myself , I will withstand nowhere.
Love can wait but my career cannot. After all the whole life is left there for love. How can I just ruin my dreams just because of this filthy little thing love . Love cannot give me food , money and fulfil my dreams . Instead of chasing someone, I want to chase my dreams like a mad person. Chasing someone is a foolish think to do . I just cannot do so .Success is all I crave for not love. Love is okay but this is not the right time for me. Time once lost cannot be recalled. He always said to me.
Money is important but that is only not the thing which I want to have from my life. Money will come and go but time it will never ever come. So I just want to live my dreams now for me , my parents , my guides and teachers too.
Well it is not that he is not emotional . He is an ambivert . When it comes to love life and emotions , he will be the most silent person. He will keep all his things within him. If you want then also you cannot make him exude. If he has decided not to speak no one in tis world can make him speak when it comes to emotions.
I used to ask him do you love anyone? Do you have any crush on someone?
He used to say yes! Of course!
Keeping my feelings aside , I would ask for the name.
To this he would hilariously reply many. “ Ek ho toh btaun” Ab kya hi bolun, main dikhta hi hun hero types ka.
I would get angry and say , please tell me genuinely , he will say I am genuine enough trust me.
Then I would suggest him if this is the case then go ahead and confess about your feelings to the person whom you genuinely love.
He would say no, I will not…This is not the right time to do so....
I would say him , if you will not express about your feelings to her then how will she know about it? What if she happens to propose someone or someone else takes her away? Then what will you do?
To this....
He used to reply in a very dramatic way , see….
"If she is mine , then she will be mine only , no matter what. If she happens to be someone else’s then she was never ever mine".
That time I did not get this…As simple as that.
It was so simple but I could not get that. Now I am understanding what he wanted to say .What actually he meant by saying that.
But I was clueless these words of him will become the reality of my life and this is going to be my future which is my present currently.
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