AUTUMN

"I was here again in the dark place even all the lights are on. I was holding a hope that is not happening, she's on a hospital bed again,lying and unconscious,this scene kills and I'm wishing that it's not a dream but it's not. I'm still here again crying and wishing that you will survive this battle. I was holding your hand while my heart beats so fast but your's, I didn't feel if it's still beating. Please, hold on don't leave me this way ,please! please! comeback to me" then suddenly the phone ring and I woke up. ugh it's just a nightmare again ? 20years ago but the memories are still here on my mind, and I can't handle it. I always try to end up my life because I can't endure this pain anymore. "Rex, Rex!the breakfast is ready just get up your running out of time! ", loud shout of their maid outside his room. "I'm awake, I will prepare myself and I will go down" Rex replied back. While on the dining, eating all by himself he suddenly felt the emptiness, and suddenly his tears rushing down on his face. He remembered again the most painful thing happened in his life even if it's 20years ago. The memory is still fresh that makes him awful day by day.