The excitement had ended with nothing but squirts, sweat, and sweet screaming orgasms. Weakness enveloped my body, sapping my strength and leaving me feeble. I longed for the return of the same brave and resolute mindset I once possessed; if only it could have endured, I would not have regretted a single moment. Instead, shame and confusion flooded my mind as I lay on the bed, pondering why she still held me in her arms. As they lay fast asleep, I carefully and gently lifted her arms away from me without disturbing her. Quietly, I slipped out of bed and hurriedly put on my dress. I reached for my purse and shoe and stole a final glance at the man who seemed to hold an inexplicable power over. I found myself questioning why I repeatedly surrendered myself to him, unable to fathom the reaso

