The Alpha in Me

“Uugghhh! Uugghhh! Aahhh! Your d*ck is so Goodddd! OMG I'm cumming!!Don't stoppp!! Colynnn!! Ugghhh!!” Were my three times a week screams as he bent me over his work desk in his study room and f*cked the living daylight out of my wet plump p*ssy. It felt so good my legs quivered. I would squirt so many times, he would call me his dirty little slut. I honestly didn't mind because I was. I want this man to be mine forever. Tomorrow is the big day. I will find out if my wishes have come through. After my dirty little dance with the soon to be alpha. He would smack a kiss on my cheek with a goodbye as I sneaked out through his bedroom window on a thin stepladder whence I came. The evening was already in so hurried before someone sees me. I couldn't help but feel contentment as I blushed all the way home on my little bicycle. *The Big Day* The cold winter breeze kissed my worried face as we said goodbye to autumn. The day we all have been waiting patiently for has finally arrived. Now that it is here, I wish it hadn't come so soon. Full of hope, I stood in the isle underneath the evening sky wishing the Gods will see me and only me. The air somehow tasted bittersweet as my competitors glamorously displayed their beautiful dresses and flawless makeup. I continuously convinced myself that I already had the jack in the box, so there was nothing to fear. Today is the day the love of my life, Collyn Gibberthon, will be crowned Alpha of the pack and the moon goddess will choose his mate. He can be granted permission to choose if he already has a mate he wishes to pursue. Although it is not traditional for the Alpha to reject the Moon Goddess' chosen mate. I decided to stand firm and remained confident that he would choose me if push came to shove. The only threat I sensed was my gorgeous twin sister, Emma Harper. My dark green satin dress and straight long brown hair were no comparison to her long red bouncy curly hair, which falls glamorously over her black and silver evening velvet dress. Her every curve and cleavage outlined perfectly. Everything was on point. I noticed a few jaws dropped when she walked by. Emma has always been considered the beautiful one, the most popular one. The one who people would ask for, while I am just the "sister." So many alphas from other packs came to ask her hand in marriage, but she refused them all. I just couldn't understand why she would want to outshine me at this event. She already knows that I am in love with Collyn, and he will confess his love for me and I will be his Luna regardless. My lost thoughts were suddenly interrupted by loud trumpets. It was the woman who ruled over all the packs, Queen Aurora Hawthorne, the one we called the Moon Goddess. I was mesmerized by her beauty and youthful appearance. She was the most elegant woman I have ever seen. Dressed in a long silver evening gown with her inherited genes of long white hair that falls like silk, she smiled arrogantly, greeting all the elders with a light bowing gesture. The large round blue moon shone bright as the sun, giving her diamonds an extra gloss as her bodyguards escorted her to her throne which was on the podium. The air seemed colder as chills continuously ran up my spine. We all sat eagerly under the naked sky, except Collyn. I had not seen him for the night thus far. I carefully spied through the crowd hoping to set eyes upon his short curly blond hair and handsome structure, but to no avail. The ceremony had started with a bang. The live performances, dances and lovely musicals burst the floor with many laughters and excitement. To my surprise, there were still no signs of Collyn. I was starting to get worried. Suddenly, the crowd got quiet. "Ladies and Gentlemen, please put your hands together for your new alpha, Collyn Gibberthon!" roared Aurora over the light music in the background. I swung my neck quickly to the left, as I stared impatiently at the entrance. Then there he was, my strength and my weakness, my light in the darkness, my distraction and attraction. My heart clenched against my chest as I smiled nervously hoping that he would look my way, but weird enough, his deep green eyes were locked into the eyes of my sister. I couldn't help but look over at my sister's confident jubilant face. I was totally confused. Collyn then haughtily sat on one of the two empty thrones, which I believe his chosen Luna would occupy the other. With all the anticipation, I prayed below my breath for it to be me. I deserve to be his Luna. We were high school sweethearts, moreover, best friends and lovers.I can not see life without him and I would be damned to see him love another woman, especially my sister! Before his Luna is chosen, Aurora must change us into our wolf form for the very first time. This sacrament can only be done under the full blue moonlight and tonight was that night. I was second to last in line, while Emma was last. Emma had not said a word to me throughout the entire ceremony. It was as if we were complete strangers, but her face was speaking loud enough for me. She had always been a jealous, selfish b*tch that always wanted what I had and she always gets it. "Meghan, you are up." My heart raced against my chest, this is the moment the gods will determine whether I am worthy of being Luna. Behind a black curtain I shot my eyes tightly and undressed quickly. Aurora walked up peacefully to my naked lean structure and placed my stone for shape shifters around my neck. I slightly opened my eyes. It was an aqua blue stone knotted in a hand woven brown necklace. I could feel a sudden undefinable fear running through my veins as my body felt as though it was on fire. In a blink of an eye, there I was standing on four legs, as strong as a stallion. She was so excited to be freed, she howled and growled and bowed to the Moon Goddess. Her shining black coat glossed in the moonlight. I was a black wolf just like the Alpha. I could not feel more happier. "Your wolf's name is Leah," said Aurora with a light smile. The silver wolves are usually considered the strongest, then the black wolves. The last silver wolf we had was killed by a Lycan a few years ago. Welll... there were so many twists to that story, but for some reason, I believe that the Silver Wolf was my father. Regardless, I quietly praised God that I turned out to be the second strongest in the bloodline. I could be Luna after all. My strength was considerable, my shifting went smoothly, definitely my chances were high. I quickly dressed and returned to my seat with a fearless smirk on my face. Emma went in but to my surprise she walked back out with even more confidence. Just seeing her made me sick! She couldn't even look me in my eyes. Aurora also returned with her face as bright as a bulb as she tried to grab everyone's attention. “The packs are the strongest when two great bloods meet to become one!” “As we all know, our Alpha must mate with the strongest so that his offspring will be even stronger!” “Tonight, we had the surprise of a lifetime!” "Ladies and Gentlemen, We have been blessed with a silver wolf!" From that moment, I just zoomed out of the world. I could hear the crowd roaring in excitement. I knew it was not me, and I was not his chosen mate. I felt like I was in a trial case and I had just lost my battle and was sentenced to life imprisonment by love. I could not believe it. The silver wolf would be given first preference and would automatically become his mate. My world had just crumbled within a few seconds and there was nothing I could say or do about it but held in my tears.