"I'm sorry, Celia, you are my best friend, but I'm not attracted to you in that way," I lamented with gentle sadness, trying to soften the blow of my words. As her expression portrayed the unmistakable disappointment, she turned away, her eyes filled with shame, she gazed out the window. The conflict within me intensified as I desperately wished to reciprocate her feelings, but I knew it was futile. Despite her knowledge of my unfaithfulness with the Alpha, I was consumed by the inability to make amends with her. Considering leaving Kaleb to her as an act of gratitude for her steadfast loyalty in keeping my secrets weighed heavily on my conscience. A heavy sigh revealed my inner turmoil as I found myself in a tight spot once again.
***The Next Day***
I lounged in my chair, gazing out the
