When Love takes a turn

Raven POV With trembling hands I walked into the doctors office my mind was zoned out i was literally shaking inside but I had to know, I sat down not looking at the doctor waiting to hear the bad news after what seem to be forever she finally said it, my most dreaded moment all the pain and tears finally came out I hadn't noticed I was crying until I felt my hands wet. What will become of me now? How will I survive? I had so many questions with no answers for years I had dreaded this moment there was no escape for me I slowly walked out of the doctors office still crying, walking down the hallway I noticed people staring then I realized I was still crying I quickly wiped my tears I hated attention I walked out of the hospital. I felt the summer breeze on my skin I looked up silently taking in my surrounding it was a cool day but to me it was the worst day ever, I waved down a cab after giving the driver my address he drove off the ride was silent just as I liked it a few minutes later he pulled up in front of my apartment I paid him and went inside thankfully my roommate wasn't around I need all the privacy I could get right now, I plopped down on the couch in the sitting room opening my bag to take a look at the test result once more my heart skipped a beat it stated " Raven Hartwell 24 diagnosis Inflammation of the heart in other words I had myocarditis " the tears I had holding in since I left the hospital started falling and I let them fall freely Different thoughts started going through my mind how did I get here I guess you want to know too my name is Raven Hartwell I am 24 years old an orphan I am currently living with my bestie Emily she is all I have in the world, my parents died in a ghastly car accident years back by a hit and run driver though the cops suspected so glitz without evidence the case died I tried reopening the case a few times but it was to no avail. Shortly after my parents death my uncle and his wife took over my dad's company and house they allowed my stay through high school then chased me out once I was done I have been living with Emily since then, Emily's family took me in treated me like their own daughter they were all I have at that time I took some part time jobs just to go to college though Emily's Robert offered to help I declined allowing me to stay under your roof is enough for me already we argued a lot of times but he eventually let go of it I finished college with distinction in Business management and I couldn't be more proud of myself I worked hard for it uncle Robert and his wife Jess threw a party for us at that moment I wished my parents were still alive they would have been so proud of me. I started having symptoms when I was just 16 still in high school but I didn't take it seriously I thought it was stress and too much work I will just take painkillers and then I am okay