The Alpha's Lost Love

Chapter 3

~ Alpha Bastian's POV, still in the flashback ~

Laila grabbed my hand and pulled it against her body. I gasped as the sparks erupted through me at our physical touch and began to wipe away all of the dirt and blood. As I reached her br***t and began to massage her, she closed her eyes, enjoying the feeling of my hands on her body. Her hands absentmindedly traveled down my shoulders and over my chiseled chest.

"Oh my, you are built like a Greek God!" Laila exclaimed as she rubbed her hands down my pecs and abs while turning a bright shade of red while admiring the rest of me.

I blushed, for once in my life. Oh my Goddess, I've never blushed before in my life...I guess that's what the mate bond can do to you.

"You sissy," Baskier chortled in my mind. "She is definitely gonna chew you up and spit you out. She already has you acting like a shy, h****y teenager."

"Oh, shut it wolf! You know if I was in animal form and she wanted to rub your belly, you'd roll over like a love-sick puppy and let her have her way!" I replied, with faux anger towards him.

"Well, of course I would. She's our mate," Baskier answered without any doubt in his loyalty and trust in Laila.

Suddenly a burst of confidence came to me, probably thanks to my alpha wolf, and I pushed Laila through the water to the edge of the rocks. She moaned as I pushed her up against them and leaned forward to kiss her with a hunger like a man who has been starved for years. Laila kissed me back with an equal amount of fervor, her hands traveling further down my body. With a surprised gasp, she grabbed my e***t shaft and began to stroke. After only a few minutes, my virgin body trembled underneath her small hands and I had decided I needed to show her more of my dominant side; therefore, I easily lifted her up out of the water and climbed after her. I crawled over the top of her body slowly, kissing my way up from her feet, to her knees, and then to her thighs, where I slowed my pace.

"Laila," I stopped to get her attention, but continued to caress her thing with my calloused hands. "Are you absolutely sure you are ready for this after everything that has happened?"

She looked at me with an adoration that had my heart soaring. "Of course, I am ready for you. I am ready for us. I have waited four years to find my mate and it was destiny that brought me to your pack's borders tonight after the m******e of my pack. You are the only thing that is holding me together tonight, so please do this for me?"

Without any hesitation, I leaned my head down into Laila's lap. I licked around her pelvis until my tongue reached her already soaked p***y and inhaled deeply before licking her all over.

"Mhhhmm, you smell and taste amazing. I could eat you every day, my love."

The only response I got was moans, which in turn encouraged me to continue. One of my hands rubbed her body, massaging it and letting my claws out just barely to add a little bit of pain to the pleasure while I continued my a*****t on her c**t. After a couple of body shaking o*****s from Laila, I decided to stop and see how far we could continue this, seeing as I have never done anything like this before. My nerves and anxiety threatened to stop me from continuing, but I have to at least try. I slowly crawled up her body, kissing all the way to her lips.

"I have to be honest with you," I started to say as the nerves caught up with me. "I have never been this far with any she wolf before. I wanted to wait for my mate and now that I have you here, I don't want to have to wait any longer. You are so amazing and there is no way in H**l that I would ever reject you. I really hope you feel the same way, Laila. I just know we could be so good together," I continued to babble as the anxiety pushed into my mind that maybe she doesn't really want us and just needs a distraction. "I just have always wanted-," Laila cut off my words with a passionate kiss as she scooted out from under me and pushed me onto my back roughly.

"I will never reject you, Bastian," she said as she straddled my body with hers.

With that, I stopped fighting with myself and gave in, letting Laila take the lead on what she wants to do. She leaned over to my neck and nibbled on my marking spot for a minute, then lifted up with a twinkle in her eyes as she studied me below her body. I rubbed my hands through her thick hair and then down her back to her hips, squeezing gently. Laila kissed my chest, then my abs, and then down to my erect p***s. I shook for just a minute feeling her lips on me, just kissing the tip. Oh my Goddess, this is such an amazing sensation, I thought, since I have only ever felt my own hand and nothing else during my cold showers.

"You are so large and thick," Laila said in between licking up and down my rod.

She then went all for it and shoved me into her mouth, eliciting a groan of pleasure from me. Up and down she went on me in tandem with her hand wrapped around my shaft. I have to stop this. Otherwise, I'm not going to last long at all and I'll be spent before we even get into any actual mating. Before I could even think anything more about it, Laila quickly lifted her mouth off of me, along with her body and moved further up me. She then lined up the head of my p***s up with her entrance and lowered herself down onto me.

"Oh f**k," I cursed at the same time as she let out a glorious moan.

After what felt like only a few minutes, Laila began to bounce up and down on me. All that could be heard around us was moaning, cursing, and the trickle of the waterfall down into the lake. Hopefully my patrol realized what might have been going on in the forest and hadn't seen my mate in her most intimate and private ways," I thought way too late as possessiveness of the mate bond hit me. Quickly I was pushed out of those thoughts though as Laila sped up her pace.

"Ahhh," she yelled into the night while speeding up to what felt like inhuman speeds. "I already love you so much, Bastian!" she exclaimed in between moans. "I don't want anyone else but you and if you'll have me, I want us to mark each other right now!"

Without replying with any words, I pulled Laila's upper body down onto mine and put my lips on her neck, right next to her marking spot. I waited until I could feel her p***y walls clenching against me while she rode up and down, then I pulled her head into the crook of my neck and extended my own canines. We then both sank our teeth into each others marking spots at the same time of c****x, fully accepting and completing the mate bond between us.

"Oh finally," Baskier said quietly in my mind, both of us feeling fully satisfied for the first time in our lives.

After exerting so much energy together and feeling the most amazing painful pleasure of marking I could imagine, I just pulled Laila down on my body and held her to me. We laid that way for what could have been hours, seeing as the sun was coming up by the time we decided to get up and head to the packhouse. Looks like there is absolutely no way we can hide that we are mates now, I heard a feminine voice say. I must've accidently tapped into Laila's mind since my body and brain are so spent and I wasn't able to control my powers.

"No, sweetheart," I decided to reply to her. "We can't hide we are mates. And I honestly wouldn't want to. I want to show you off to everyone I can, because you are amazing and we will have such a wonderful life together. I'm sure of it."

"Wait, you heard me? How?" she replied, flabbergasted.

As we reached the packhouse, I explained the powers my wolf and I were bestowed. We immediately went up to the alpha floor when we got to the building. The rest of that day was spent recuperating from the exhausting night of mating and marking.

~Alpha Bastians POV, present day~

"Son, it's been two years now..." my father said as he followed me through my bedroom, watching me pack up a bag filled to the brim with my clothes, snacks, toiletries, and some of Laila's clothing that I have left in my closet.

"And, father? I finally have enough strength mentally to get up and search for my mate on my own. I should have just went with the trackers in the first place and not have let it go on this long." I'm sure Baskier will never forgive me if something has happened to Laila and we could have helped but I was too weak with the loss of her..., I thought. "Maybe that would have been the difference and we could have found her by now."

Father didn't reply and he continued to just watch me pack up with a pitying expression on his face. Once done packing, I walked downstairs. I wasn't expecting anyone around when I left with this elite group of trackers; however, I was pleasantly surprised to see that the packhouse and grounds out front were completely filled with the Moon Lake members. My mother, the beta family, omegas, children, warriors....everyone is gathered here in front of the packhouse. Many of them are bowing to me or shaking my hand and patting my back to wish me good luck on the journey of finding our Luna. Looks like I am not the only one who is missing Laila," I thought as I walked down the stairs to the grass and started to put all of the luggage into the black SUV with all of the tracker's bags in it.

"Of course you're not the only one missing her," Baskier stated. "A pack needs its alpha couple to thrive. A luna is the one, probably the only one really, who can keep the alpha wolf at bay when needed. Plus, our pack has gone from watching you emotionally grow and prosper for a year with Laila by our side to watching you mope for two years since she has been gone. If anyone is as ready for Laila to be back as we are, it's our pack. They want their luna. Just like I want our mate."

With that, the trackers and I piled into the vehicle and headed out of our pack lands towards the supposed area where the closest vampire coven in our area lives. Surely they will have some idea of who has been attacking our people and who has Laila.