IN LOVE AT THE WRONG TIMING

"This will not be the end of us, right?" I asked him trying to reassure as tears flow down my cheeks "No my love, I have always loved you-" he said but I cutted in on him. "Loved?, so its past tense?" I asked. "No I still love, hey listen to me, look me in the eye and I tell you that I have loved you ever since I have seen you, and nothing is gonna change that, as long as your here" He said looking me in the eye not breaking any contact. "But why?... why do we need to be separated?" I asked sobbing. "Because a lot of the people around us will get hurt if we're together, and for the sake of them we shouldn't be together" He said caressing my face wiping off the tears running down on my face "I just *sob* I just can't let you go, I've been trying so hard, but nothing works... Ugh I hate myself so much for being like this, maybe if I haven't fell in love with you, I wouldn't be suffering so much right now" I said crying out loud. "No, loving me wasn't a mistake, it wasn't all a fluke, it was a wonderous time loving you and now until then I am happy that I have love you." He explained trying so hard not to show his tears but I noticed them. "So much for loving you, alright, I'll let you go now, its for the best right?" I asked him one last time. "Yes and for whatever it is I will always find you no matter what timeline we are in, no matter what what form you take in, I will always try my best to find the one and only whom I've loved throughout all my reincarnation and that has not changed a bit of how much I love you" He smiled trying to reassure me. I smiled back at him "Ok *sigh* I guess this is a goodbye then" "Goodbye, till the universe wants us to meet again, I will surely find a way to find you with no complications, and for the last time I love you" this was the last thing he said before letting me speak "I love you too, goodbye to the only man I have ever love" my last word cracked a bit and as I turn my back over and walk away I kept on looking back at him "Goodbye My love" I whispered to myself ...