Everwoodstar

The talk

Chapter 30

I closed my eyes and fell asleep. As I’m sleeping I suddenly I feel this warm and softness on my lips. I opened my eyes and see the most beautiful blue eyes and the most beautiful smile.

Luna: “ Tristan what are you doing here?”

Tristan: “I missed you my love.”

I quickly sat on the bed. He sat next to me. With a worry face looking to the floor.

Luna: “Is everything okay?”

Tristan: “I was worried he spent the night with you.”

Luna: “Who? Kraven?”

Tristan: “Yes, I’m sorry I thought he did. Is just that I saw how you where with him today and it made me jealous. I know you say you want to be with me, but when I see the chemistry between you two it makes me feel mad, jealous and envious.”

Luna: “My love you are my number one. I want to spend the rest of my life with you and I have no doubt about that. What me and Kraven have is something I cant even explain but it doesn’t compares for what I feel for you.”

Tristan: “What do you mean by when you say you cant explain what you have with Kraven?”

Luna: “I don’t know my self love, I just feel like something pulls me inn and I cant control my feelings when I’m near him, kind of like a drug. It makes me feel and want things I cant explain.”

Tristan: “So is not really you wanting him?”

Luna: “I really don’t know. He says we are meant to be. But I don’t understand, I’ve asked him but all he says is I need to feel it for me to understand it. I really don’t know what he means by it.”

Tristan: “I had no idea you didn’t know. I always taught you were falling for him. I felt like I wasn’t enough for you Luna. Because your my wife but jet you love someone else. How did it happened? Can you tell me?”

Luna: “I really don’t know. Is just he was there when you weren’t. Like today. You know I wanted to do the lanterns with you, but you couldn’t because of Cristal. And the dance today I was looking at you but Cristal came and took you away.”

Tristan: “I’m sorry Luna. I wanted to dance with you to. For a moment I forgot Cristal was there that’s why I started walking towards you.”

Luna: “Yes I saw. But you also saw me there with tears in my eyes and you just kept on talking and laughing with her. That really hurt my feelings. I felt like you didn’t care about me.”

Tristan: “I know that was wrong of me to do. I just was still mad about you kissing Kraven.”

Luna: “I’m sorry you saw that but I kissed more then one hundred people today.”

Tristan: “I know. But he did it on purpose. He knew I was there looking. I don’t even know how you can have feelings for someone like him I really don’t understand. We are so different.”

Luna: “His not a jerk all the time like you think. He is really nice and his always there for me Tristan. All I have to do is call for him and he will be there and he always puts me first no matter what. He makes me feel like I’m his world. And it feels good.”

Tristan: “All I see is him trying to get in your pants Luna. Did he tried something today?”

Luna: “No, he was a true gentleman. And I had a really nice time. The lanterns where beautiful.”

Tristan: “Did you wish I was the one there with you and not him?”

I took a second to think. In my mind Tristan didn’t even cross my mind. I was disappointed for what he did on the dance floor.

Luna: “No. I was mad at you for what happened on the dance floor and the way you were with Cristal.”

He stayed quiet.

Tristan: “Luna, we cant keep doing this. I want to be with you and you with me. We cant be acting like we are with others. We need to change this if we want to make things work.”

Luna: “I agreed, Tristan. I asked Kraven to stay away already. But I need you to be there to. I need to go on dates and not just spend time at night time in this room. I want what we had before all this my love.”

Tristan: “I know. Ill change but you need to keep yourself from him.”

Luna: “I will. But you have to change with Cristal to no more being a gentleman like you say and stop showing her up around town. Can you do that?”

Tristan: “I can try you know I’m force to spend time with her.”

Luna: “Your force but it looked like you did enjoyed it Tristan. I feel like you treat her that way because you want to know how it will be if you don’t choose me. If you already know your answered is not fair that you keep dragging things with me. If I’m not your choice just tell me so my suffering wont continue. Ill be fine. Ill probably have a broken heart but ill survive.”

Tristan: “I don’t want that my love. I still don’t know what I’m going to do. I’m in love with you and I will never play with your heart like that.”

His body half bent over and his face lowers close to mine. His thumb brushes trout my lower lip he tells me…

Tristan: “Luna you are my everything”

I smiled and tears start coming out of my eyes. He smiled as he wipes them off.

Tristan: “I love you Luna”

Luna: “I love you to Tristan”

I put my arms around his neck and sat on him. We started kissing. There was a pump sound outside of my window I knew it was Kraven. I just kept on kissing Tristan. I started taking his shirt off.

Tristan: “I cant Luna I have to go my love.”

Luna: “Please don’t go yet. I want you Tristan.”

Not taking our eyes off each other caressing ourselves with our lips. He pulls me closer and turns me around. He gets on top of me.

Tristan: “It has to be a quickie.”

He smiled.

Luna: “That’s all I want.”

He lift my pajama and took my underwear off, he unbuckle his pants and gets low and starts kissing me. His inside of me. We start making love. His kissing me everywhere.

We start moaning and enjoin our body’s

Tristan: “Oh I missed you Luna.”

Luna: “I missed you to Tristan.”

We finished. And he got dress and ready to leave. But before he did he kissed me and said…

Tristan: “Everything if going to change my love from tomorrow on, I’m going to give you what you need.”

Luna: “And I promise you Ill do the same.”

He left. I felt happy. But I know Kraven was outside and I needed to talk to him now. I sat outside my window.

Luna: “Kraven can you come here?”

He jumps from the roof and into the edge of my window.

Kraven: “You called me babe.”

His eating a bag of popcorn.

Luna: “I heard you outside.”

Kraven: “I was going to get some popcorn at the carnival and wanted to know if you wanted some. But I heard Tristan in here so I left. Here, I got you one anyway.”

I’m just starring at him with watering eyes. I love him but if I want things to workout with Tristan. I cant do this anymore.

Kraven: “I feel your heart different. What bad news are you going to tell me babe?”

Luna: “In order for things to workout with Tristan we cant have any type of contact.”

Kraven: “Not even friends?”

With tears coming out.

Luna: “Not even friends.”

He threw his popcorn away and starts looking at the night sky.

Luna: “Don’t throw them away Kraven. Here have mine.”

Kraven: “I don’t want them, you keep them.”

Luna: “No here have mine, please.”

Kraven: “I only wanted them because I was happy. Now I’m not. So I don’t want them anymore.”

Luna: “I’m sorry Kraven. Please take them.”

I extended my hand with the bag of popcorn for him to take. He reached to grab it but he grab my wrist and pulled me closer to him. He laid his head on mine. I shut my eyes.

Kraven: “Its not fair Luna.”

Luna: “I know baby.”

His hand slowly and gently traces the side of my face. His tears start falling down on me. I feel a pair of soft lips covering mine.

Kraven: “I understand. Just know you are my world Luna. You are my one and only desire I crave your body, heart and soul. I’m only yours. You could be anywhere in this world and still our souls will be connected. I feel like a part of my soul has loved you even before I met you. I cant get you out off my mind and I don’t even want to. I never will truly love any one the way I love you.”

As he said that I felt a shiver down my spine. And in my mind I’m thinking how can something so good and amazing be so wrong.

Luna: “I’m sorry.”

I start crying. He cleans my tears with his hand. I grabbed his hands and kissed them.

Kraven: “If only I had met you earlier. Things would be different. I have to go. I Love you Luna. And remember my heart is yours forever.”

He left.

I went inside my room and threw my self on the bed and cried my self to sleep.