Everwoodstar

Apology

Chapter 15

Kraven: “Luna you are not your self. I’m taking you back to your room. I’m sure Tristan’s worried like crazy looking for you.”

I’m just like in a shock walking with Kraven back to my room we are both in silence. I think he wasn’t expecting himself to do that either. We got near our hall.

Kraven: “Hey Luna I’m sorry. I wasn’t the bigger person with the situation. I know what you are going thru and I took advantage of it. I know you cant help your self. I’m really sorry.”

I started crying and going crazy out of nowhere. He tries to calm me down. I start saying:

Luna: “How am I going to tell Tristan?.

Tristan doesn’t wants me anymore already, why he left me in my room, he probably got tired of me. Kraven do you hate me to? I’m sure you do. I don’t think my mom even loves me. Nobody likes me.”

I just kept going. Kraven realize that is was another side effect of the potion my mom gave me.

Kraven: “Luna we need to find Tristan. Lets go see if he is in your room.”

We got to the front of my room and Tristan is there telling the staff to look for me everywhere. And when he sees me he got a breath of relieve.

Tristan: “Luna are you okay? What’s wrong? Why are you crying? What happened Kraven?.”

Kraven: “I think is another side effect she started saying no one loves her and they all hate her. Maybe the mix with the sleeping potion changed the effect.”

Tristan: “Luna my love go inside. Ill be with you in a minute. Don’t worry everything is going to be okay I love you.”

Luna: “You do? But you will hate me soon.”

Crying my eyes out I went in the room.

Kraven: “Tristan. I got to tell you something. She came on to me and I count helped my self and I kissed her. I know it was wrong from my part and I already apologies to her. Don’t blame her she just couldn’t helped it.”

Tristan looked at him really mad.

Tristan: “I know you have feelings for her Kraven. Who wouldn’t. I see how you look at her and how you are always protecting her. And for that I thank you. I know she has someone to protect her when I cant be there. But she is my wife, is you dint know now you do. Don’t let it happened again.”

Kraven moved his head saying he understood and left.

Tristan sent for the queen. When she got there she saw the new side effect I had. She was happy she had a break thru with fixing the side effects. I only had till morning with this sadness. Tristan stayed with me in bed and took care of me.

He told me Kraven told him about the kiss and that he wasn’t mad. He understood I count help my self. He held me close to him telling me how much he loved me and making me feel safe. I fell asleep. Morning came and my side effects were gone. I sat on the end of the bed realizing everything that happened those forty eight hours. I was ashamed and embarrass of how I came on to people. Tristan sat beside me and kissed me he said everything would be okay, that everyone new what the situation was so I didn’t have to feel this way.

Luna: “Yes but it doesn’t takes away what I did. I need to apologies to everyone including you my love. I’m sorry I know it was hard for you to keep me satisfied and I treated you like a piece of meat.”

Tristan: “I would do it again as many times as I have to. I love you.”

I got ready and left to apology to everyone. First I went to Braxton and Malcom. They said that there was no problem they new what was going on. . They started laughing. Then I went to Kraven. I knock on the door and he answer. Again he is only wearing pants and you could see his sexy abs. I couldn’t helped but look.

Kraven: “Hey back to normal?.”

Luna: “Yes, can I come in?.”

Kraven: “Always.”

I went in his room and lean on the edge of a table.

Luna: “I wanted to say I’m sorry for the way I handle things with you.”

Kraven: “You don’t have to apology. Your mind wasn’t all there. But I did wanted to say I’m sorry I crossed the line in your most vulnerable time. I hope you can forgive me Luna.”

Luna: “You see the thing is that I don’t think that when you kissed me and I kissed you back I was still under the first side effect Kraven.”

We just starred at each other. And then I told him I had to go. He opened the door for me. And told me:

Kraven: “I don’t regret doing it Luna.”

I looked at him gave him a little smile and went to my room. Wen I got in Tristan was packing his things. I told him his father was looking for him yesterday and he said he will see me tonight. Game me a hot steamy kiss and left. I stayed in my room all day sleeping and resting.

Selene and Claire came for a visit to see how I was doing. We stayed hours talking and laughing. They said I needed to get out. Forty-eight hours cooked up in the room is not good for anyone. So we left and went to the river there is a deck there and we just laid down looking to the sky. Then we heard this splash on the water. It was Malcom, he jumped in the water followed by Braxton and Kraven. They grabbed Claire and threw her in the water then Selene jumped and Braxton grabbed me and jumped with me in his arms. We splash each other with water it was really fun. We stayed there until it was dinner time. We made plans for the next day to go there again.

Then I went back to my room. Tristan got there minutes after I asked him if he wanted to go to the river with us the next day and he said yes. We just hang out that night and went to bed. Like always with me in his arms. I love him so much.