Broken
1101 Words
"Y/N?!" You heard a familiar voice screamed followed by the loud closing of the door, there were other noises that you couldn't make out. You wanted to open your eyes to see who it was but you were too sleepy and tired and lazy to do so, instead you just let out a deep breath.
"Y/N," he said and suddenly you felt warmth enveloped your body, his faint smell lingered on your nostrils and his soft fluffy hair brushed on the side of your cheeks. "You're freezing!"
"Ughh," you sounded as he left the embrace, soon you felt a tap on your cheeks which annoyed you making you grunt in response.
"Hey, hey, don't sleep, you can't sleep. Y/N!"
He's being so loud it's irritating, you tried your best to open your eyes just a little bit to see who was interrupting your slumber when you saw him.
"Jungkook," you mumbled.
"Your lips are getting purple," he said to himself as he removed his coat and place it over your body.
"Don't," you mumbled weakly trying to give the coat back to him, "it's cold."
"Do you wanna die?!" He asked with a hint of annoyance on his voice, "I'm going to make a fire, just stay there. And don't sleep yet!" He added.
Soon enough you heard the faint flickering of the flames and felt the soothing warmth from the bluish hue of light in front of you.
You inhailed deeply as you let your eyes wonder on the burning logs by the fireplace, flames dancing left and right as if celebrating something tonight.
"Better?" He asked as he sat beside you looking straight up front.
You slowly leaned your head on his shoulder and you immediately felt his muscles stiffened.
Were you making him uncomfortable?
That thought caused a tiny prickle on your left chest.
You just wanted to lay your aching head onto something, but you withdrew it anyways.
"Sorry," you said in a very tiny voice you didn't expect to come from your dry lips.
A memory came rushing into your mind.
You and him sitting like that on the bed, the sleeping little angels scattered around the both of you.
You missed those times when you both spent your time at the orphanage and seeing Jungkook's genuine smile as he played with the kids there.
A smile formed on your lips.
If only you could go back at that time.
You closed your eyes feeling the warmth from the fire spread through your body and let sleep took over.
"I--i l-love-e you," he mumbled, stuttering at the words, trying his best to say them with difficulty.
You cupped his face looking straight at his dark brown orbs, the eyes full of stars you swore you could see the galaxies on them.
The eyes that you will never forget.
The eyes of the man that made you fall in love for the first time over and over again.
"I know," you mumbled, assuring him that you understood what he just said.
He squinted his eyes, your image before him was turning into a blur again.
"Y/N...," he called your name feebly and you knew he couldn't see you again.
"My head," he said as you hugged his frame.
He was in so much pain but you couldn't even do anything to take that away from him.
You were useless.
You felt his grip on you become tighter it almost hurt.
But it was nothing compared to the pain inside your heart as it beat fast inside you, your lungs felt like it was being squeezed into nothingness.
"Y/N!" Jungkook's strangled voice echoed on your ear.
You know he was struggling for his breath.
You knew he was getting nearer to the end.
You knew you were about to lose him forever.
UGH!
The pain on your heart was getting worst.
"Y/N!"
"JUNGKOOK!" you gasped as you opened your eyes meeting his beautiful dark orbs looking at you with what seemed like a worried expression.
"AHHHGG!" You closed your eyes shut and put your hand on your left chest putting pressure there in hopes to stop the undeniable pain. "I c-can't--."
"Y/N what's happening," he asked, he continued his tight grip on your shoulder as he tried to tucked the loose hair on your ear with his other hand.
"--breathe. I can't b-breathe," you struggled, catching your breath.
You tried to look around you and noticed the ray of light seeping through the windows.
It was finally morning.
But as soon as you saw the sun rays illuminating inside the room--
Your vision turned pitch black.
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Jungkook's hands were in between his ebony colored hair slightly pulling on them as he sat on the cold metal chair outside the emergency room.
He could not erase that image of you inside his head.
Struggling for your breath, eyes shut tight, gripping on his shirt as tears appeared on the side of your lids.
You were in pain.
And the fact that it was his name whom you called right after you woke up was bothering him.
It's as if...
He was the cause of your agony.
"Y/N...," he mumbled under his breath. "Why..."
"Where's Y/N?!"
Jungkook turned his head towards the sound and saw Taehyung a few feet away from him.
He immediately stood up to approach the guy.
"Hyung--."
A sharp impact blew onto his face and he was soon kneeling on the ground, Taehyung standing in right front of him.
"Don't you f*cking call me that!"
He didn't care what the man just said, he just wanted to know what's happening.
"Hyung," Jungkook repeated standing up not minding the blood emerging from the cut on his lips, "Y/N. Why. What's wrong with her?"
Taehyung's jaw clenched and his brows knitted together as he made a fist.
"She was," Jungkook paused, he wanted that out of his head but he had to explain it to Taehyung, "struggling, she couldn't breathe and --."
An apparent sorrow could be seen on the older's face.
"This is all your fault," Taehyung said trying his best to contain his anger inside.
"I--."
"She's broken because of you," the older man grunted staring straight into Jungkook's eyes.
"I don't understand what you're saying--."
"She started to become like that after you---- you died asshole," Taehyung gritted pushing Jungkook by the chest.
"She had her heart broken because of you."
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A/N:
Still a bit unclear what Y/N's illness is... But some of you might know about it.
Will reveal it on the next chapter.
- Writer
