Realization
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You froze in place as the little boy on your arms kept mumbling the word 'Daddy', each repetition getting louder than the previous utter. As each seconds went by, you could sense how Junghee started to get frustrated by the way he started to move his body around.
"DAAAAD!" he screamed on your ear.
"Junghee!" You hissed, authority could be heard from your trembling voice.
The boy knew that you were mad and so he started to cry out loud sniffling on the process.
He started to hiccuped so you caressed his back while you swayed from left to right.
"Ssshh," you hushed still keeping your back to Jungkook, "I'm sorry baby, Mommy's not mad."
"Daddy," the little boy whispered as he hugged your neck with his tiny arms snuggling there while he sobbed.
"Y/N," you heard Jungkook's faint voice from behind.
You didn't dare to turn around, especially now that your eyes were already red from the tears that already made their way through your cheeks.
You looked at Taehyung who was looking at you then at Jungkook, then back at you and at Jungkook again.
"Y/N," you could sense that Jungkook was stepping closer to you and you had to held your breath for a second, "give him to me."
Junghee was still sobbing silently, his head was up against your shoulder, but when he noticed that Jungkook was nearer he immediately rose his head and reached out for Jungkook.
"L-w-ovee!" The little kid said, the tears on his eyes were continuous and his lips were form into a frown as they shook while he sob.
You never realized that the kid noticed how often you refer to the man in the photos you showed him as 'love'.
Jungkook scooped Junghee from you effortlessly and as soon as your hands were free, you swiftly wiped your tears away and finally turned around fully to face him.
Jungkook rose Junghee up above his head creating funny noises like a space shuttle going off. He repeated it several times until Junghee stopped crying and finally started laughing.
"Careful Jungkook," you mumbled.
Jungkook stopped and let Junghee settle by his arms, his eyes never failed to left the kid's face as he tried to examine Junghee's features.
The little boy's lips, his tiny bunny like teeth and his big round eyes, all these features looked exactly like---
Jungkook's.
And he knew it.
That's why the kid looked familiar, it's because the boy has his own details, the very features he would see whenever he look at the mirror.
A single tear suddenly fell from Jungkook's left eye without him even noticing.
His hold on the boy got tighter, he stared at Junghee's innocent eyes looking back at him.
And soon the boy tilted his head to side as thinking and just smiled lovingly at him.
"Daddy," he said reaching for Jungkook's face trying to wipe the wetness that the tear had trailed down his cheeks.
All these time.
He was so blinded by his own assumptions that he didn't noticed or realized it earlier.
He was so stupid.
You never stopped loving him.
You never betrayed him with anyone else.
And Taehyung.
He should be thanking Taehyung instead of thinking bad about the guy.
All these years of him being gone, you've went through all the hardships of raising a child on your own without the help his father, plus the unbearable pain of loosing someone dear to you which got you all broken to this state.
It was all his fault.
Jungkook couldn't help but to think that ever since you knew him, all you've been through was pain and suffering.
He doesn't deserve you.
He doesn't deserve your love at all.
Jungkook finally turned to your direction and looked at you, his eyes were red and his lips were red as he bit on it before he spoke up
"We need to talk."
[A/N]
And yes! BROKEN HEART SYNDROME does exists people; it's true and had been recorded to medical history.
- Writer
