CALVIN’S POINT OF VIEW
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What happened in the conference room was mind-blowing, and it wasn't only the fact that we could have got caught, but the fact that I got to feel him again, feel the love he has for me, and I know that I'm a hypocrite and selfish, and an asshole, and, and, and... but I can't help it. He feels so... right, so... good...
Even though my world feels like it's crumbling and nothing goes as I want to, when I see him, hear him, feel him, everything makes sense again, the pain dissipates, and the anger I have towards John Doe, the world, me, my cowardice, it intensity as I look into the mesmerizing emerald orbs that enchanted me, turned me into an addict, but I can't have.
And now... I know that I shouldn't kiss h
