CALVIN'S POINT OF VIEW . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . With my heart in my throat, I place one hand on the side of his head to support myself, then lean down until his full lips touch mine. Any negative thought I had, flew away at the gentle touch of his lips, and everything feels ... right again. The battle that was breaking me little by little is now on pause, and as I inhale his sweet breath, all I can't think of is that I can f*****g finally breath again, and the weight that felt like it wanted to make a hole through my chest is now gone as well. There is no confusion, not even a single, irrelevant question that my being doesn't know the answer to right now, but I decide not to pay attention to this sudden clarity, and enjoy the moment, enjoy the high that I fe

