Alessandro’s point of view.
I have no words to describe today. A sweet dream and a nightmare. I felt at peace seeing him, but it also felt like I was in the biggest war, fighting the worst fight. So close, but yet so damn far. The way he looks at me makes me melt but also makes me strangle myself for allowing myself to end up in this situation.
I don’t regret even one second, but at the same time, I never regretted doing something more than I regret doing this.
I can’t talk to Bianca, which drives me even crazier because I have the feeling that I’m gonna fall apart at any moment and there's absolutely no one to catch me or at least sit with me.
When I left, John Doe called. I don’t know why because I haven’t spoken with him today, and I didn’t answer his call, either.
And now I’m even
