ALEX’S POINT OF VIEW
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I have no words to describe today. A sweet dream and a nightmare. I felt at peace seeing him, but it felt also like I was in the biggest war, fighting the worst fight.
So close, but yet so damn far. The way he looks at me makes me melt but also makes me strangle myself for allowing me to end up in this situation.
I don’t regret not even one second, but at the same time, I never regretted doing something more than I regret doing t this.
I can’t talk with Bianca, which drives me even crazier because I have the feeling that I’m gonna fall apart every moment and there's absolutely no one to catch me or at least sit with me.
When I left, John Doe called. I don’t know why, because I haven’t spoken with him today, and I
