CALVIN’S POINT OF VIEW
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When I think that there are no new feelings that I can experience, he proves me wrong.
Holding him in my arms after we made love, then passionate s*x, -because I’m sure that what we did the first time was pure love-, gives me a feeling that no one, ever, made me feel, and I was with countless women, but none gave me the feeling of home, completion, emotional safety... pure and utter bliss.
I honestly don’t know, and I’m too tired to even care if I’m gay or not right now, but what I know is that I’m not attracted by other men, and I can’t f**k women anymore, I am attracted only by him, and God... I could f**k him all the time!
I have more questions than I wished, but when I have him in my arms, I don’t feel the ne
