CALVIN'S POINT OF VIEW
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I will admit that since all of this happened I had more stress than in the last year, but the good things are surpassing the bad, but awful things will happen if I would say that I’m ga-- what the f**k am I talking about? I’m not gay! I’m not attracted to men. It’s him. It all started to become so bad from that kiss, the cherry kiss that we shared on the airplane. That kiss was not psychical, it was more, I don't have words to describe it, but it was so much more.
But the racing heart was not because he is a man, it was because of something else, it was because of the f*****g cherry.
Like now for example. Now I'm not hard as steel and I don't leak like crazy in my briefs because of him, it's because of ... cherr
