The Risk

Morning

Slowly my awareness comes back to me as I wake up. I panic for a moment remembering what happened and where I'm at, but calm down as I remember there isnt really anything I can do. I look out a broke window to my right and see it's still quite dark outside, no telling how long I've been out. I squirm as I realize why I woke up so early. I seriously have to pee. I look over at Jax, hes passed out cold. His arm is lazily draped over my waist and his other arm is still under my head, he breaths heavily. He looks so peaceful when he sleeps, his anger completely gone.

I try to lift his arm so I can worm my way out of the sleeping bag. Hes heavy, like really heavy! I breath heavy as I finally get my upper half free. I feel a hand grip my thigh roughly causing me to whimper.

"Where are you going babygirl?", my breath catches in my throat as his husky voice hits my ears.

"Um...I-I really need to use the bathroom...." I look away and towards the window in embarrassment as silence fills the room.

After a long minute I hear him sigh before letting go of my leg and shuffling around till he unzips the bag. He stands and holds his hand out to me.

"Come on bathrooms down the hall." I gently place my hand in his so he can help me up. Leading me out the door I see a bathroom to the left of me and dart in. I go to slam the door but it halts mid close as Jax pushes it open with his hand.

"I'm not leaving you alone for a second, plus the toilet isn't even working." My eyes widen at his words.

"I cant pee with you in here!!" My face is beat red as I back away from him. Allowing him room to enter and close the door behind him.

"Listen I'll face the door while you pee in the sink..or tub whichever you prefer. Cause I promise you don't want to open that toilet."

I glance over at the toilet and can already see nasty used paper hanging over the sides under the closed lid and it looks like I could get a disease just sitting on it. The sink isnt much better, But the tub at least has a clean edge to it that I could squat over. I sigh before nodding my head in agreement.

He smiles before turning and facing the door. I try to be as quiet as possible as I unzip my pants and squat.

I cringe at the moment and go as fast as I can, before quickly pulling my pants up, pushing past him and out the door. I hear a quiet chuckle behind me as I speed walk back to the room and sit on the sleeping bag. Playing with my fingers I hear him enter before shutting the door behind him, he comes and joins me.

We lay back down in our original position and sit in silence for a while before the room lights up as he gets a notification on his phone. I watch as he reaches to check it, not bothered by me watching him. He unlocks the phone with his finger and sees it's a text from someone named Dakota.

It read:

'Hey are yall up?'

'yes'

'ok, the cars loaded and ready when yall are done.'

'be there in five'

Jax sits up, pulling his arm away from me and grabs his jacket. I go to grab my apron because it's cold and It will at least warm me a little. I go to wrap it around me but its ripped away before I have the chance.

I turn around, angry that I'm not even allowed to be warm. I open my mouth about to yell at him for being so mean to be, but before I can he throws his leather jacket at me. Barely catching it inches before it hits me in the face. I scoff and glare at him.

He rolls his eyes as he talks. "That would of hardly kept you warm, but if your going to complain I'll take it back." I pull the jacket close to me before slowly putting it on as he talks, I avoid all eye contact.

"You already saw the messages so just grab the pillow and go downstairs."

I pause for a moment contemplateing going downstairs alone. Jax looks at me and I can see it's not up for debate as I quickly make my way to the stairs and go down. On the last step I hug the pillow tight to me as I'm met with three pairs of eyes. I look down, not wanting eye contact.

"He told me to come down here..." I whisper. At first I think no one heard me but soon Chad speaks up.

"Ok just follow me, you can sit in the car sense everything is basically done." I nod as he leads me out the door and to the car. Before I'm far enough away I hear Haden talking to the brunette.

"What the hell?!?! It doesnt even look like he f****d her last night!!!"

"Shut up Haden! Jax can do what the f**k he wants with her, it's not our business!"

A shiver goes down my spin as I speed up to catch up to Chad. Soon we reach a nice car, it's a solid black Sedan with dark tented windows. He opens the back door and jesters for me to get in, I slide into the back seat as he closes the door behind me I forgot I still had the pillow in my arms. I go to say open the door but find it locked. I groan and lean back feeling defeated.

I wait in silence as I watch them all walk back and forth to the car and house. Every now and then I would see Jax walk in and out or talking to the others. After a while they all begin to walk towards the car, Haden reaches for the handle of the door I'm sitting next to and I freeze up. Fear fills me as I Squeeze the pillow tightly.

My eyes widen as Jax quickly grabs Hadens shirt and pulls him away form the door, glaring at him. Jax then opens my door and crawls in motioning for me to scoot over to the other door. Soon we are all in. The brunette driving and Haden pouting in the front seat as Chad and Jax begin talking and looking at each others phones. I sigh and lean my head against the window as we pull away, I wonder how everyone back home is doing. Every now and then I can tell Jax is staring at me but I ignore him as my eyelids grow heavy. I snuggle the pillow close and pull up the clothe hood on the jacket before slowly drifting off the sleep.