A Kill List and A Second Chance

Chapter 7

NOTE: Trigger Warning!

Chapter 7

                   I wake up chained back to the area in front of the bed and the saddle between my legs. I feel pain in my p***y area and could feel something huge inside me. I relax the best I can to help relief the pain but nothing happened. In my mouth is a bit for horse reins. The more I thought about this the more I wanted to give up. Jason soon comes into the room.

          “Well I guess its play time.” He says pressing a button. I feel the pain intensify as it moves in and out of me. He presses another button and the vibrator pushes against my bundle of nerves. I scream as I feel myself rip. He stands there watching and laughing. He uses the blade like whip all over me. I feel the object inside of me get bigger and I scream trying to pull away but nothing is helping. I climax hard as he whips me. I see the door busts open and Jason grabs me as I’m still screaming and climaxing.

“Let her go now!” Brian yells coming in with some men.

“Leave and I won’t mark her right here and right now.” Jason says covering my mouth with his hand so my screams are muffled. I see him press a button and feel the object get a bit bigger inside. I try everything to get away, tears flow from my eyes, I feel something warm running down my leg.

“What are you doing to her?”

“If she does get away from me she’ll have something to remind her of me.” Jason says grabbing the collar chain and pulls it back behind me. He stands behind me and lifts my ass up. “I’ll show you Brian what I’ve done to her and show you how much she loves it.” I scream as he forcefully shoves himself into my ass. I pull hard on the chains and I feel one give way. I was able somehow to wrap it around Jason’s neck by moving my arm behind me. He thrusts into me harder trying to grab my arm. I pull on the chain he stops thrusting. He pulls out and tries to bite my neck. I elbow him in the side of his face. He falls back a bit too far where some of Brian’s men pin him down. Brian comes over to me removing the bit out of my mouth.

“He has a…remote in his…pocket.” I tell him trying my best to not scream with this object moving inside of me. Brian grabs the remote and presses a few buttons. The object inside of my p***y shrinks and I pull it out. The saddle goes down Brian moves it away. I take the collar off as Brian removes the shackles from me. I reach to him to hug him. He hugs me back and I reach for his gun. I pull it out of his back and turn toward Jason.

“Don’t do this Luna you know once you do this you won’t come back from it.” One of Brian’s men says.

“I’ve killed 2 men already. This one I wanted to wait for last but I guess now my father has that privilege. I told you the only way this seal with come off is death. I have tried to kill myself but failed every time. See look.” I say pointing the gun to my head and pulling the trigger. Everyone was stunned “No matter what I do I can’t kill myself, but let’s see if it works for you?” I say pointing the gun to Jason’s head. I pull the trigger and watch his body go limp. The bullet went into his head exploding it all over the wall behind him. I hand Brian his gun back to him and grab the blanket off the bed to cover myself up with it.

Brian walks over to me. I look up at him not knowing what to say. I had so many things running through my head. “I want this place to burn.” I tell him turning and walking out of the room to the back side of the yacht. I feel Brian come up behind me guiding me to the side on to his boat. We left the yacht and as we make it to the shore I turn to see the yacht explode into a ball of fire. Brian’s men were on another small boat behind us.

Brian takes me to a car and drives me back home to the pack house. He takes me to Doc and I sit down on the big chair. We wait for him to show and I look at Brian that’s holding my hand. “Did anyone die during the fight before I left?” I ask him.

“No, everyone was able to get to help before I got home.”

“That’s good. Look I’m sorry for what I did but I’m only human and didn’t know what else to do. Thank you for…saving me.” I say feeling a bit dizzy and tired. I watch the room spin and as Doc came in the room it was like someone turned off the lights. Everything is black and I felt nothing. I soon couldn’t think then I fell asleep.

“Doc, how much longer will she be like this?” Brian asks holding Myr’s hand as she lays in the hospital bed.

“Well Alpha…” Doc says running his hand throw his hair and reading the paperwork. “It all depends on her mind and body. She had a lot of wounds and some were infected. She is malnourished. Some broken and bruised bones, she’ll be hurting for a while. She can wake up any second or next month.

“This is all my fault.”

“No Alpha she saved her people by the only way she could. It’s a good thing you two weren’t mated yet because that would’ve been lot worse for you.”

“She shouldn’t have had to sacrifice herself.”

“Alpha in her eyes and mine she did it to save her people. If she waited or stalled then most of the wolves would have died from the silver.” Brian looks away back to Myr lying on the bed not moving like a corpse that can breathe.

“Myr please wake up?” Brian asks placing her hand to his lips.

“If I must.” I say opening my eyes. Doc runs over to her other side and checks her over. Brian stands up to give her a kiss. “I missed that.” I tell him blushing. “I know you’re mad but can you please save it for later. I need my wolf.” I tell him pulling him into a hug.

“You look a lot better Luna I’ll come back later to check on you. Thank you saving for us.” Doc says walking out of the room.

“I’m not mad at you Myr I’m mad at myself for not being here when I needed to be.”

“I know why you weren’t here Brian I found a few things on the tablet and I don’t care. It’s a part of your job. I will never get in between you and your job unless it hurts the pack.” I tell him.

“I want you to get in between regardless.” He tells me sitting down next to me.

“Okay. Now can I have my wolf?”

“No I don’t want to hurt you.” He tells me I pout and cross my arms. My stomach growls and he laughs. I’ll be right back with some food. I nod at him and he leaves. Soon after a nurse come in and checks my vitals.

“Thank you Luna.” The nurse says to me bowing.

“What did I do?”

“When you had the men stop the fighting and had the others help each other my mate was badly injured. He didn’t think he would have made it if it wasn’t quick thinking on your behalf.”

“Oh, well you’re welcome. How’s your mate now?”

“He’s back to training already.”

“That’s good. I’m glad to hear. I want you to take a break and go see him.”

“But Luna…”

“1 Hour break how does that sound?”

“Thank you I can do that.” We both smile and she bows leaving the room. I lay back into my pillow with a smile on my face. ‘I need to get stronger to help Brian. I need to ask him if the mating will help.’ I thought to myself.

Brian comes back in the room with Tonic Burgers. I love that place especially at night time they have half off desserts. Brian sits down at his chair and starts pulling the food out of the bag, he hands me a burger and some cheese sticks. I look at him waiting for my dipping sauce. He looks at me weird like he has no idea what I’m waiting for. I look down at my cheese sticks and pout looking back at him. He does and ‘oh’ look reaching into the bag handing me the sauce. We both bust out laughing, I start to eat my burger and he sips on his drink placing mine on the movable table.

After we had finished our food I try to move but my body is so sore. I knew if Brian would transform into his wolf I’ll heal better. He keeps telling me no because he didn’t want to hurt me sense the bed is so small. I moved my legs apart the best that I could trying to move upward to make room. I know he’s a large wolf maybe I can get a larger bed.

“What are you doing?” Brian asks walking fast to me.

“I want my wolf. I’m hurting way too much and I know you can help me heal better and quicker.” I tell him grabbing his hand and rubbing my cheek on it. He sighs running his other hand through his hair.

“I’ll call Doc and see if we can put you in a bigger…” He’s cut off as Doc walks into the room. We both stare at him as he looks up from the clip board in his hands.

“What did I do?” He asks a little worried.

“Can I have a bigger bed? Please.” I beg with my hands together in front of me like I’m praying.

“Oh I came in here to tell you I’m taking you out of the ICU. I have the Luna’s room ready.” Doc tells me opening the door wide to let 2 nurses in.

The nurses unhook a few machines from me and kept the I.V. connected leaving the room. Doc comes over to me checking my vitals one last time before he has someone come in and move my bed out of the room.

“When we get to the other room I need to change your bandages.” Brian lets out a growl and Doc ignored him walking next to me down the hall. We go into an elevator taking the 4th floor upward. I’m so excited that some of the pain subsides. The door dings and I’m rolled down another hall. All the nurses we pass bow to us with a smile. We make it to my room and I’m in awe. The room is huge, large windows to look out at the city. The bed is huge you can put 2 large wolves in it still having room to move around. I know the bathroom is big by just glancing at it as the door is slightly open. The normal hospital stuff is on the wall behind the bed. I’m rolled next to the bed and I try to move and the pain stops me. I lay back down breathing heavy.

“Don’t worry I got this just give me some time.” I say with a smile.

“I’ll help you.” Brian says placing his hands under my knees and back. He gently picks me up and places me into the new bed. I didn’t feel much pain but I knew I needed to take a shower looking at the blood on the old bed.

“Doc is there any way I can take a shower?”

“You know that will work better. We’ll have to take the bandages off first. As long as you can handle it you can take one but you can’t be alone.” Brian growls as Doc explains to me what needs to happen.

“I’ll help her.” Brian says getting over protective.

“Okay well then after she gets done let me know because I have to check the infected wounds and place medicine on her as well.” Doc says getting a little irritated with Brian. Brian was about to say something but I stop him.

“Doc I’ll call you back when I’m done. I know you’re just doing your job. Please forgive our Alpha.” I say placing my hand on Brian’s arm. I didn’t want him upset because I have a feeling he will when we get to the bathroom.

“I’ll be back later. First I’ll unhook the I.V. from this.” Doc says snapping the I.V. hose from my hand and clamping it shut. That made it so much easier for me to move around and be able to take a shower. Doc leaves the room and Brian picks me up taking me to the bathroom. I was right that the bathroom was huge. Has a large tub, walk in shower with a bench another bench between the tub and shower. A huge mirror above the sink that has a long counter with all the soaps and hair supplies. Brian places me down on the bench between the tub and shower. He walks away turning the shower on. He comes back to me helping me out of my gown. I see the hurt and anger in his eyes as the gown comes off.

“Look Brian I know you’re upset but there is nothing you can do but help me heal and accept the idea I did this for our pack.” I tell him. He looks at me shocked and then his face turns to happiness. He kisses me and I welcome his kiss. I feel his hands hold either side of my face he pulls back looking deeply into my eyes.

“Thank you so much. I’m so honored to have you as my mate and our packs Luna.” He tells me, I feel my face burn but I couldn’t stop looking at him. He pulls away and starts pulling the bandages off of me. It took a while to do that with my body covered in them.

“I’m getting in with you to help.” I nod my head as he undresses himself. I start to feel my face burn as his muscular chest peeks out from under his shirt, his hip bone showing at the edge of his waist band. He throws his shirt onto the floor kicking his shoes and socks off. He takes his pants off and just as I see his boxers I look away out of embarrassment because he’s so damn sexy and he knows it. I see the boxers hit the ground and watch his foot kick it to the side. “Are you ready?” He asks walking toward me. I nod still looking away from him. He chuckles a little picking me up.

“Can I ask you something Brian?” I ask as he places me down on the bench inside the shower.

“Anything my love.”

“The mating, will it make me stronger?” I shiver at the warm water touching me as he holds the shower head over my back.

“Yes it will but you have to heal first.”

“I understand. So after I’m healed can we do it?” I fidget with my fingers not knowing how he would react. I turn to look at him but I just got an eye full of his manly hood and I turned away covering my face. I gasp as he drops the shower head getting on his knees in front of me and hugs me around my stomach.

“I’ll love to do the mating with you. I love you.” He says looking up to me. He smiles at me and I grab his face smiling back at him holding his face.

“I love you too Alpha.” I lean down and kiss his forehead. I pull back and his eyes are solid black. “Hey no funny business mister, I have to heal first. I’m still in a lot of pain.” His eyes slowly go back to his normal color and he gets up to clean me.

He helps me out of the shower back to the other bench he grabs a towel drying me off I remind him to call Doc in and he mind links him. About 5 minutes later Doc comes in. He puts the medicine all over me wrapping me back up in bandages.

“In about an hour or so I’ll have some take you to a room to give you pap smear and to check to see if the wounds are healed.”

“Wait how long has it been sense I was rescued?”

“Oh about a month.” Doc says walking out of the bathroom. I look at Brian that watched Doc leave.

“I’m so sorry Brian. I didn’t mean to leave you alone for so long.” I try to stand so I can hug him but the pain in my lower stomach hit me hard.

“No don’t stand.”

“I want to give you a hug. I’m so sorry.” I see a small smirk on his face as he came over to me. He picks me up and I wrap my arms around his neck snuggling my face into his neck.

“It’s fine. You are here with me now. I will never let you go. I will never let anything happen to you again.”

“Just remember there are 4 more men out there. They will be more determined now sense I killed Jason to try and come after me. I don’t know what is so special about me but I might know someone that might know.”

“Don’t worry about them. Rest and we’ll deal with them later.” Brian places me down onto the bed and lays next to me.

“Where’s my wolf?” I ask running my hands over his chest. He had put some shorts on before Doc came into the bathroom so I didn’t have to worry about a nurse coming in and seeing him naked.

“After you come back from your appointment.” I smile and close my eyes listening to his breathing. He runs his hands through my hair to help me sleep. He has started breaking down the walls around my heart and I couldn’t remember when it started. I think I have always liked him secretly but I was in denial the whole time.

A nurse knocks on the door and tells me they are ready for me. Brian puts me in a wheel chair and he stays behind so he doesn’t lose it in the other room knowing what they are going to do. I make it to the room and Doc is sitting in the room waiting. He helps me on the table and does his job.

“Doc I was reading something a few days before this mess happened and I was wondering if you could help me with something.”

“Sure shoot.” He says taking his gloves off and covering me back up.

“Is there a way you can um tell you I am? What I mean is I was reading about the difference between the human gene and the wolf gene.”

“Oh yes I can do that. I had taken some blood yesterday and I can use that.”

“Thank you.” I tell him as he places me back into the wheel chair. He tells the nurse to finish up and that he’ll take me back the Alpha.

“Why do you want to know?” Doc asks me pushing me down the hall.

“Well with everything that is happening and I know there are 4 other men after me still, I was just curious. My mother would tell me things that make sense to me now, but back then I thought they were just stories or my mother was just messing with me.”

“Yeah I’ll get that done for you Luna. It’ll take a while but as soon as I get the results I’ll let you know.”

“Please don’t tell anyone else about this. Not even the Alpha. It depends on the news. I want to surprise him but if it’s not what I think it is then I don’t need to tell him.”

 “Yes Luna.” Doc rolls me into my room and Brian is in his wolf form laying on the bed. His head perks up and his tail is hitting the bed hard. I chuckle and Doc picks me up placing me down on the bed. He gets a growl from Brian and I look at him with a stern look. He whines and looks away.

“Thank you Doc. I’m going to rest now.”

“I’m going to hook your I.V. back and leave the 2 of you alone. I’ll check your vitals later tonight.” I watch Doc leave the room and I look over to Brian.

“What do you have to say for yourself Brian? I say. I watch him look at me from the side and he snorts. “Well I guess if you’re going to act like this I’ll sleep by myself.” I slide down onto my pillow pulling the cover over me ignoring him. I watch him inch closer and closer to me. “Just get over here you big baby.” He snorts getting up and curling up next to me. I place my arm around him ready to fall asleep. My body gets all tingly and warm. I feel so happy and safe with him I end up sleeping without having to force myself to sleep.

I get woken up to Brian growling. All I can see in the dark room is his eyes glowing and looking over to the door. A dim light was on but it was coming from the bathroom and it didn’t do much. I couldn’t see anything else if there was someone in the room or not. Soon enough the door opens. I see a silhouette of a man appear at the doorway. I place my hand on Brian as I sit up. Brian pushes me back down standing over me to protect me. The man came forward and Brian jumps toward him. The man moves to the side and Brian slides on the floor sliding out of the room. The man shuts the door before Brian can turn around. The man locks the door and turns to look at me. I’m pressing the emergency button over and over again. I don’t have the strength to fight this man. I have to do something.

I sit up and move my legs over the edge of the bed ignoring the pain from within. I move my gown over my legs making sure I don’t show anything. I look up at the man and he’s now standing closer to me.

“What do you want?” I hear a dark laugh coming from this man as he comes closer.

“I want you, sense you are no longer Jason’s property. You can be mine now.” I knew this man had to be one of the 4 men left still after me.”

“Why do you monsters want me!?” I yell questioning him as he moves closer. I can hear Brian bashing at the door. I can hear some other men yelling at him to stop.

“I can’t believe you haven’t found out yet. I tried to get your mother but she took her own life before I had my hands on her. She was older but rare just like you.” I felt anger come over me as he spoke about my mother. I didn’t know what happened to my mother except that she was dead. I stand up looking at him not feeling anything now. “What Jason did to you wouldn’t compare to what I’m going to do to you.” I reach for the knife under the pillow that Doc had put there to make me feel better when he checked my vitals. I place it to my side and waited for him.

“What are you waiting for then you MONSTER.” I tell him with authority behind my words. Every time I did this I felt like something is trying to claw out of me. The man rushes me and I stab him under his arm. I pull out and stab him again in the chest. He pulls away from me yelling at me and cursing at me. I watch him drop to his knees. I walk over to him carefully. I grab is head hearing him gurgle as he spits up blood. The lights come on the door opens and I see his face clearly. His eyes are fixated on mine full of fear and anger. “Tell Jason hi for me.” I tell him as I plunge the knife into his neck. The other end of the blade stuck out of the other side of his neck. I twisted a little as I pulled out. I throw him down onto the ground sighing. I place the blade on the table next to me and Doc catches me before falling feeling the pain in my lower stomach.

Brain grabs the man on the ground pulling him out into the hallway. Doc places me back on the bed grabbing a new gown for me. I look at the one I have on and it has some blood down the front of it.

“Are you okay?” Doc asks.

“I'm fine but I think I might have ripped something in my lower stomach from standing up or fighting him.” I tell him. He picks me up and rushes me back to the operating room. Down the hall I feel something warm running down my back as Doc is carrying me. I must be right about ripping something.

“I’m going to put you out so you can heal and not feel anything.” Doc says placing me down onto a table. He grabs a needle from the table next to me placing it into my I.V. After a few minutes I’m out.