We sat next to one another with a small gap between us. To me it felt like the gap I was creating by rejecting Sarah's advances. I knew she hadn't done anything wrong, but every time she touched me all I thought about was last week with my mother. It wasn't fair to me or to Sarah. It wasn't fair to anyone.
"So I heard there was a lot of controversy over this movie when it came out."
"Really? Like what?"
I honestly could barely remember.
"Something about the actress sleeping with the director."
"Oh. Yea, it happens."
Shit. Somehow I'd brought it back to s*x. I could only imagine what Sarah was thinking. If it was me it probably would have been some sarcastic comment about how at least someone was getting laid.
"Yea. Have you seen this before?"
Sarah shook her head, keeping her eyes
