RUBY Flashback Two months after I am acutely aware of it. Gareth is reaching the end of his patience with me and is starting to become mad. Gareth seems like a completely different person now. He never once met my gaze or gazed into my eyes. Before, he had never looked at me in the manner that he does now. I can sense the iciness emanating from him. I can feel his rapid transformation. I am no longer able to sense his love and caring for me. And I am aware of the reasons behind his behavior. We are currently in the third month of attempting to conceive a child. But we were never successful. I'm not yet pregnant. Which came as a complete shock to me. My age is considered to be healthy, and I do not suffer from any illnesses. Both Gareth and I are individuals who lead active and healthy

