The Edge Of Nothing
MAYA
The eviction notice came on a Tuesday, which seemed fitting since Tuesdays had become my own personal hell day.
I ripped the orange paper off my door at 6:17 a.m., my hands already shaking before I even read the words.
Thirty days to get out. Thirty days until I'd be sleeping in my car, except I didn't have a car anymore. They'd repossessed it four months ago.
The paper crumpled in my fist. My chest tightened, that familiar crushing weight pressing down like someone had their hands around my lungs and was squeezing. The hallway tilted. Not now. Please, not now.
I slid down the door, my back scraping against the chipped paint.
Count...
Just count, One Mississippi.
The fluorescent light above me flickered and buzzed.
Two Mississippi, someone's TV blared through the paper-thin walls.
Three Mississippi, I could taste metal in my mouth.
By ten, the panic had loosened its grip enough for me to stand.
My studio looked like a crime scene. The air mattress had deflated again, a sad puddle of vinyl on the floor. Empty ramen cups stacked in the corner because I couldn't afford trash bags. A single light bulb hung from the ceiling because the lamp had broken and I'd never replaced it. This was what rock bottom looked like. This was what trusting a wrong man had cost me.
$240,000 in debt.
Ryan's face flashed in my mind, that charming smile, those promises. "Just sign here, babe. It's an investment in our future.
" Our future…”
“What a joke.”
He'd stolen everything and vanished like smoke, leaving me holding the bill for his schemes, while he posted pictures from beaches in Costa Rica with his new girlfriend.
I wanted to scream.
Instead, I grabbed my gym bag.
The Planet Fitness on 5th Street was my saving grace and my shame. I'd tried to cancel the membership three times, but they made it impossible, come in during manager hours, fill out forms, and show ID.
The one time I'd gone, the manager had been "in a meeting" for two hours.
So I kept the $10.99 charge and used their showers like the desperate person I'd become.
The water was lukewarm today. I scrubbed my skin until it hurt, trying to wash off the feeling of failure.
The woman in the mirror looked like a stranger. Hollow eyes, bones pressing against skin. I was twenty-eight but I looked haunted.
"You're beautiful," Ryan used to say.
“ Liar.”
The coffee shop was already hell when I arrived at 6:45 a.m. The espresso machine screamed, milk steamed, customers barked orders like I was some kind of servant.
Grande iced vanilla latte with oat milk, extra ice, light ice, no ice, my brain couldn't keep track anymore.
"Maya, you okay?" Marcus asked.
Young Marcus, not my uncle. This one still had hope in his eyes.
"Fine."
"You don't look fine."
I wanted to tell him that the fine was a fantasy. That I was working three jobs and still drowning. That I ate stolen condiment packets for lunch and couldn't remember the last time I'd had a full meal. That my feet were bleeding inside my duct-taped shoes.
Instead I said, "I'm good," and made another latte.
By noon, my phone was exploding. Eleven texts from my data entry supervisor. I'd missed the shift. The panic attack had cost me again.
Food poisoning, I texted back.
So sorry.
She didn't respond. I was probably fired. That was two jobs down, one to go.
Lunch was my usual feast, three peanut butter packets squeezed into my mouth, a handful of crackers.
My stomach twisted but I forced it down. I needed the calories. I needed to survive until tomorrow, and the next day, and the day after that.
Then my phone buzzed.
Unknown number.
Your uncle knew what they did. Now they're coming for you too.
My blood went cold. Uncle Marcus. The text glowed on my screen like a threat.
What did he know? Who was coming? I hadn't spoken to my uncle in three years, not since he'd refused to help me, told me I'd made my bed and had to lie in it.
My hands trembled as I typed back.
“Who is this?”
No response.
The phone buzzed again. Different number.
"Ms. Sullivan?" A man's voice, professional and careful.
"Yeah?" My heart hammered against my ribs.
"This is David Park. I'm Marcus Chen's attorney." He paused, and in that pause, I felt the ground shift beneath me.
"I'm sorry to inform you that your uncle passed away last week."
Dead, Uncle Marcus was dead. The man who'd raised me after my parents died. The man who'd taught me to ride a bike and helped me with homework and then abandoned me when I needed him most.
"Ms. Sullivan?"
"I'm here." My voice sounded far away.
"You're named in the will. We need you to come in tomorrow by 10 a.m. 555 Montgomery Street, fourteenth floor." His tone changed, and became urgent.
"This is important. Your uncle left specific instructions.
“Don't be late."
The call ended before I could ask anything else.
I stared at my phone. The unknown message was still there.
“Your uncle knew what they did. Now they’re coming for you too.”
Uncle Marcus had always been careful. If he had known something dangerous enough to get himself killed, then this wasn’t just about an inheritance.
Tomorrow’s meeting wasn’t optional.
Whatever my uncle left behind had already placed a target on my back.
And whether I liked it or not, I was about to find out why.