The further away the better

Rewrite the past

What just happened, I knew she was a fire cracker, but I was not expecting that. The amount of s****l tension between us was like nothing I’d ever felt before. The look of confidence in her eyes was imprinted into my mind. I’d had my fun with other women, they became clingy, needy and expected a ever lasting love. But she just left me there, wanting more. For the first time in so long, I want more from a women. With a smile on my face I go to bed.

The next morning I wake with her face in my mind. What is she doing to me. I dreamt of her, slamming my hard c**k into her, while she stared at my in the mirror. Now, for a 35 year old man, a wet dream is embarrassing but I came in my sleep like a teenager. For the life of me, the dream hasn’t left my conscious. I have to f**k her, I have to f**k her in a way my core is pleading to do. After shower, I helped my ache, the memory of my dream and last nights events helped that pretty quickly. I make some breakfast, nervous like a little frigate boy, I knock on the door, my heart in my stomach, not knowing what her reaction will be, I hear her say come in. Kaly’s face was hidden, almost bashful, I can’t help but smirk, which makes her smirk “ how are you feeling this morning?” “yeah good”. “can I get anything for you?” “Um, no I think I’m ok” “ here is your breakfast, I better get going, there is somethings I need to get to from the rodeo, I’ll be out until lunch, but I should be back in time to make something” “oh it’s ok, I can manage, I was going to try get to the supermarket to restock what I’ve used, I’ll start to pack today to return to the villa”. That hurt. “ oh, well I don’t think the rooms will be ready, seems the. Cowboys had a party and left a bit of damage, do you mind stay a few more days?” “Oh no, must be some damage, yeah if I’m not intruding, I don’t want to out stay my welcome that’s all”. “I hope I haven’t made you feel uncomfortable at all, I have not intended to do that?” “no! god no, you have been an amazing host” not as amazing as your mouth and watching you orgasm on my mouth. I bite my tongue. “Do we want to talk about last night”. I hold my breath. “I’m, i’m sorry about that, I didn’t know what come over me, I feel embarrassed, I hope you haven’t taken that the wrong way, because I can leave if this makes things awkward”. “Kaly, the only thing that was awkward was…” “oh I’m so embarrassed” “ Kaly, stop please I don’t know what’s going through that mind of yours, but I have no regrets”. “No I’m embarrassed because, well I don’t know how to say it, I guess, s**t this is kind of hard for me to say” “speak your mind, I’d love to know what your thinking”. “Well, whatever that was last night, it was amazing, like beyond anything I’d ever experienced, I guess I find it difficult to talk about this, it’s all new to me, because I have no experience I guess I just don’t know what it is”. “Sorry assumed, because you have a daughter that you were experienced, oh gosh, Kaly, did I hurt you?” “No, Patrick, no not at all, I’ve had, you know before like I’m not a virgin, I’ve just never fooled around like we did before”. Why in the f**k did this news turn me on “Kaly, have you orgasmed before” oh the blush, she’s blushing, my heart is pounding and I’m using all my willpower to not kiss her right now, I observe her liking her lips and trying to hid her smirk and blush “well ah, I guess I did the other morning, when you heard me, then you did all that to me last night” oh Christ, my jeans are restricting my erection so badly, one touch and I’d be undone. “Kaly, have you ever had someone go down on you”. “No” “have you ever been down on someone”. “ well, I’ve never wanted to”. Surge of anger takes over me. “I’m not going to ask anything more, because I don’t think I can handle that right now”. “Thank you”. “Why are you thanking me Kaly”. “Because I can’t ha for talking about my past right now, my mind is focused on you and that’s kind of a buzz kill”. “Kaly, I don’t know why, but I want to pleasure you is so many ways that whatever your past is you can forget it all together”. “Patrick, I would love to pleasure you in ways that I forget about it all”. Oh god, I am so f*****g horny, I was to shield and rewrite this women’s past that it’s me she thinks of. “Kaly, I’ll be back at lunch”. “ok” “be ready”. “For what?” “Whatever this is”.