Battered Broken and Bruised

Post Traumatic Stress

I open my eyes and see Davie laying beside me. I feel his hand on my thigh as I stare at the pink wall behind him. “That tickles” I giggle as my cousin tickles my leg. “What are you doing Davie?” I ask. “You know dad’s rule. You sleep on the cot” I say. My voice sounds softer all of a sudden.

“Shh Carls you’ll wake Uncle Chris and aunt Elise. You’ll get us in trouble” he says.

“Davie, you're too old to be sleeping in bed with me now” I say. He’s sliding his hand slowly up my thigh making me more uncomfortable. “Please stop! I don’t like this game” I say as I try getting away from him. As I go to stand off the bed he grabs my arm forcing me back down onto the bed. I’m wearing nothing but a nightgown. That’s all Miss.Elise allows me to wear to bed.

“Carls you’ve always been beautiful” he says as he leans down and kisses my cheek.

“Get off..” is all I could get out before he crashes his lips to mine drowning my screams with his tongue. I try clamping my mouth shut and he squeezes both sides of my face at the jaw bone with his fingers keeping my mouth held open. He thrusts his tongue into my mouth further with every stroke of his tongue.

He uses his knees to hold himself up and uses his free hand to rip my nightgown right down the middle. He stares down at my exposed skin. The air is crisp and chilly causing me to shiver and my n*****s stand straight out. I feel his erection growing as he eye f**** my naked body. “Fu** me Carls. You are mine” he says. He leans down trailing kisses from my collar bone down my silky skin to my perky peach colored breast. I begin squirming as the fear sinks in. He drops all of his weight on me, pinning me between his body and the bed. He slides his body lower on me so his mouths level with my t**s.

He sucks my nip*** into his mouth while rolls the other around between his thumb and index finger. I try to scream and his hand crashes into my mouth digging my teeth into my lips leaving a metallic taste in my mouth. Between the pain of his hand on my mouth and him roughly biting my ni***** tears fall from my eyes.

“You’re so wet” he says when I feel his hand leave my ni**** and touch the soft folds between my legs. I cry harder as he spreads my wetness with his fingers. “ Why are you crying Carls” he asks. “I haven’t even done anything yet. You’ll always remember our first time Carly. I promise once I’m done you’ll only want me and you’ll have a lot more of me!” He uses his free hand and shoulders to force my legs wider and hold them in that position placing himself between my legs.

He trails kisses down my stomach then stops eye level with my pu*** that Miss. Elise demanded I shave. “Mmm so pretty” he says before flicking his tongue over my clot. He sucks it into his mouth as he slides the tip of his finger in my hole. My body reacts to the sensation and I feel a heat spread down my ass and over my folds. “Carls you are insanely tight and wet. I was going slowly stretch you to fit me. But, I want to feel you virgin p**** stretch on my throbbing c**k” he says and I quickly try wiggling away from him. He grabs my hips positions himself and roughly thrusts into my pu*** with his tongue crammed in my mouth stopping the screams.

I lay crying with no fight left in me as he f**** me. “f**k Carls you feel amazing!” He pulls his bloody c**k out and forces my mouth open. He holds my head in place with a fist full of hair and thrusts his c**k in and out twice. The metallic taste is replaced with a salty one. I spit it out on the floor gagging and cover myself with the comforter.

“Now go to sleep Carly. You don’t tell anybody what we did. Not that they’ll believe you. You’re my girlfriend now, anytime I want you you’ll be a good girl and let me have you. Otherwise I tell uncle Chris I woke up to you riding me and he’ll punish you with the belt” Davie says in a threatening tone. “I love you, Carls.” He says.

My moms shaking me when I finally open my eyes. I jerk my body away from her and continue screaming. Mom turns the light on and kneels on the floor “Carly it’s ok” she says soothingly.

“It was a dream” I ask.

“Yes honey, it's just a dream” she says.

I begin crying harder as the memory of a nightmare is on repeat in my head. As I try calming down there’s a loud banging on the door.

“Lay down honey. I’ll see who it is” Claire tells me and I do as she says.

She opens the door a crack and I hear a man say”is everything alright in there. We received multiple calls about a woman screaming for over an hour!”

“My daughter was having a nightmare. We apologize for the inconvenience officer” mom says.

“Have a goodnight ma’am” I hear the officer say.

The lock clicks and I hear mom's footsteps getting louder. I wipe my eyes and look up at her with fearful eyes and she sits down beside me. I lay my head on her lap and she strokes my hair with her hand and rubs my back tenderly. “Moms here now Cassidy. It’s all going to be okay. I will keep you safe” she says as we both drift off to sleep.