Female Alpha

Want To be Free

That morning I spoke with Susan before she went to go see Wesley and she agreed to keep it secret.  I talked to Jace and Gannon and learned that Susan’s brother was kicked out of the pack and created his own pack of rogues.  We also learned that he is troubled and did some things to gets kicked out.  Not sure why Alpha Marcus didn’t lock him up in the dungeon or killed him.  Jace and I can’t believe that Wesley could have powers, and we don’t know if we want to tell him or wait to see if any appear.  I’m on my way now to go see Wesley before school because Belle is going crazy since she hasn’t talked to Anakin in a day. 

“Hey, how you feeling?”  I walked into Wesley’s room and he was playing on his game system. 

“Really good, I’m all healed finally and ready to get back to school.  Have they said anything about me leaving here?”  He paused his game and looked at me with hope in his eyes. 

I sighed and sat down on the couch and looked at him. “They haven't said anything about a release date, they may have more tests they have to run to make sure your one hundred percent good to go.  We don’t want to have them say your good to go and something happen.” I hated lying to him but its for hisown good.

“But I want to go back to school, get out of this room.”  He stood up and walked to the bathroom and shut the door. 

Belle: Alarielle I don’t think we are going to be able to keep him here any longer. 

Alarielle: I know, I’ll figure something out. 

Wesley came out of the bathroom dressed in clothes like he wore at the club, and Belle whistled in my head.  I hushed her but smiled. 

“How about after school today I come back here and we go to the physical therapy room let Anakin and Belle run.”  I smiled as Belle got all giddy. 

“You’re not worried that they may try any funny business?” He looked at me worried 

“Oh no, Belle will be on her best behavior seeing as how technically you're still healing.”  I laughed but he didn’t seem to amused.  “I know you want to get out of here but just give it a little bit, okay?” I put my hand in his and felt sparks and pulled away right away and I caught a slight smile. 

Wesley’s P.O.V 

I smiled at how nervous she seemed around me sometimes. This is ALarielle who is far from shy about anything.  She said goodbye to us and left to go to school.  According to the guys she's been on time if not early to every class and hasn’t snuck away with Lincon, Wade or even Asher. 

Wesley: Now that I am thinking about that what if she doesn’t want to wait for us? Shes had her choice of guys and I know she's not a virgin everyone knows that.  But what if she decides one day, we aren't good enough and she doesn’t want to wait for us to mate with them and rejects us. 

Anakin: That’s not going to happen and you will be ready when she's ready, trust me the mate bond is growing and soon you will learn everything. 

Wesley: Why are you so secretive and hiding stuff.  Why can’t I know what is going on now.? 

Anakin: It is too early.  Be patient. 

I sighed and decided to take a walk through the hospital so I wasn’t stuck in my room, I needed to do something.  After several hours of exploring the hospital, playing video games, reading, and doing my school work the door to my room opened and Alarielle walked in. 

“You ready, make sure you have a change of clothes unless you plan on getting naked in front of me already” She winked, this was playful Alarielle I liked this side of her.  

I grabbed my bag and she let out a giggle and I couldn’t help but smile.  She led the way to the physical therapy room.  We walked into a room with a bunch of the equipment moved to the side and there was one side with a wall full of mirrors, it looked like one you would see in a dance studio.  She shifted and I just looked at her, not knowing how to actually just shift.  Last time I shifted Anakin did it because he was angry at Asher.  She looked at me the tilted her head as she walked over to me.  I pet her examining her wolf Belle, she almost looked like a dalmatian she as all white except for a black spot on one of her eyes, on the opposite side her one ear was black, and then she had a few big spots of black on her fur and one back paw was black. 

Alarielle: Just breathe, I’ll walk you through it. 

Wesley: How are you mind linking me? 

Alarielle: Well one I'm your future Alpha, and 2 you’re my mate. It comes with the territory 

At the sound of her saying I was her mate I smiled. She nudged her head against me. 

Alarielle: Okay, you're going to breathe and let Anakin help you.  It may be painful but after a while it doesn’t hurt. But imagine yourself as a wolf and all the senses, fur, paws, everything. 

I let out a breath and closed my eyes and listened to her.  I focused on the face I saw in the water the day of the attack.  The black fur and bright blue eyes. I opened my eyes and I was on all fours, I looked down and black fur covered my hands well paws.  I looked around and saw my full self in wolf form for the first time.  I was fully black except the tip of my tail was white, one of my back paws was white with what looked like a black crescent moon and the other back paw was the opposite black with a white crescent moon.  My ears had what looked like slits taken out of them and in the middle of my chest was what looked like the carving from my dad's lava stone necklace that my mom gave me on my birthday. 

Alarielle: That was quick, did it hurt? You have a handsome wolf by the way. 

Wesley: Was it? No, I didn’t feel a thing. Thanks, Belle is beautiful too. 

She looked at me and for a minute I thought I saw concern in her eyes.  We let Anakin and Belle run free for hours.  They played, cuddled, wrestled and even took a nap together. By the time it was dinner you could hear our bellies grumble.  I went behind one of the room dividers and shifted back and changed.  I came out and sat in one of the chairs waiting for Alarielle who disappeared somewhere to change.  I heard the door open and I looked and in walked Alarielle wearing a lavender sundress with flip flops to match with her hair up in a pony tail carrying a basket.  I smiled, Anakin was going stir crazy, or was that me?  I couldn’t help but to stare. 

“What are you looking at?” She stopped and looked at me and shrunk back nervously and bit her lip. 

That lip bite damn.  I couldn’t tell what was going on with me, I felt a rumble.  was that my stomach or did I just growl at her?  If I growled, I was in for it Alarielle hated being growled at.