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Ella's POV;

"I think you should hand in that version," Mattie gushes.

"Hmm, I don't know, you were never even supposed to read this version," I say shyly.

"But I have, so I think you should just email this one to me, you would get a higher grade for this one anyway," He says whilst playing with my fingers.

"Are you just saying that because you want this version?" I ask, raising my eyebrow.

"Maybe," He smirks.

"Fine, let me send this one to you," I give in and type in his email address before hitting send.

I look at the time and it reads 1:28pm.

"So now your assignment is done, how long do we have till your parents get back?" He asks me and I grin at the fact that he wants to spend more time with me.

"Renee is supposed to be back at 5, mum will be back around the same time, and Dad gets home about 6," I say and he nods.

"Did you wanna watch a film?" I ask.

"Only if its a decent film, I don't wanna watch any of your rom com films," He says and I laugh.

"So you don't wanna watch The Notebook?" I grin.

"God no. I hate that film. But if you did want to watch it I suppose I would have to endure it," He responds.

"So you'd watch it for me?" I grin.

"I'd do anything for you," He says, his beautiful brown eyes staring into my blue ones.

"Come on then," I say and pick up my laptop before heading towards the stairs.

"We're going to your room?" He asks and I smirk.

"Yeah, why you scared?"

"Of course not, I've just never been in your room properly before. The only time I've been in there is for those few minutes I came to dinner, and I didn't really take any notice of your room," He replies.

"Well you probably wont want to after this, its not exactly tidy," I say and he laughs before following me.

I walk into my room and place my laptop on my desk.

"Your room isn't that messy," he says and I laugh and point at the floor.

"Well apart from your floor being your closet of course," He chuckles.

I notice a few bras on my floor so I rush to pick them up before he spots them.

I know he's seen all of me before, but I still cant help getting embarrassed.

"What's that?" He asks, c*****g his head to one side.

"Just a few items of clothing that shouldn't be on the floor," I smile and stuff them in my underwear draw.

"What film do you wanna watch?" I ask, pointing to my dvd rack. "Or I have Netflix if you wanted to watch something on there?"

"What like Netflix and chill?" He smirks and I cant control my laughter.

"What's so funny?" He furrows his brows.

"I've just never heard someone so - well spoken say that before," I say.

I meant well spoken as in intelligent teacher, but I hate being reminded that he is in fact my teacher.

"Oh shush you," He grins.

"How about Taken?" He asks and pulls out the dvd.

"Okay," I smile and take it from him whilst sliding into my TV.

I climb onto my favourite side of the bed and get comfortable.

I look up at him and he's just standing there.

"You can come and get in with me you know?" I say grinning.

"Sorry, I just, I don't know," He mumbles and looks at the ground.

Is he - shy?

I have never ever seen him this way before. I cant help but study him.

He twiddles with his own fingers, staring at the floor with his shoulders slumped.

"Are you - is - have you gone shy?" I manage to spit out.

"No," He mutters.

"Oh come here you i***t, come on," I grin at him whilst making space for him to climb into.

He hesitantly walks over and climbs in.

"See? I don't bite. Unless you want me to of course," I wink at him and he laughs.

The film credits come on and I press play, snuggling into Mattie.

"This is one of my favourite films," He tells me, and I smile at the fact he thought to share that with me.

"It's a good film," I say and he nods in agreeance.

The film starts and my phone starts to ring.

"Ughhhhhh," I groan whilst pausing the dvd and stretching over Mattie to get it.

As soon as I grab it, Mattie swings me around so he's hovering over me.

Because it happened so fast, my heart was racing and my chest was falling and rising rapidly.

"Aren't you gonna get that?" He whispers in my ear sending shivers down my spine.

I answered it not even bothering to check the caller ID.

"Hello?" I whisper in the phone and then mentally slapping myself.

"Hey El, you alright? Why you whispering?" Joe asks.

Oh really? Does it have to be his brother?

"It's Joe," I mouth at Mattie and he smirks.

Good lord please don't do that.

"Oh um sorry my voice cracked," I laugh nervously.

"Sit up," Mattie mouthed at me, and I obeyed in case he did anything that would make it impossible to talk to Joe.

He straddles me and I sit very carefully, because I know if I move its going to cause friction.

He holds my phone to my ear with one hand, whilst telling me to hold my arms up and taking my t-shirt off with the other.

"Ella?" Joe chirps down the line, making me snap out of my trance.

"Oh sorry Joe, um I was just reading something," I lie.

Mattie pushes me down on the bed gently, and starts kissing my neck.

"Ooh what you reading?" He asks.

"Oh um just something on Twitter," I say.

"Oh okay, I was wondering if you knew where my brother was? I know you're not exactly talking to him at the moment, but he's not answering his phone," He tells me.

"Do I know where Mattie is?" I repeat his question and Mattie's head jerked up.

He just smirks before trailing kisses to my boobs, and all the way to my tummy.

"Um n-no I don't know where he is," I stutter, giving Mattie evils.

"Oh okay, are you alright Ella? " He asks again.

"Yeah yeah, I just don't feel very well," I chuckle nervously.

I put the phone on speaker so Mattie can hear him too.

"Did you want me to come round and keep you company?" He asks and I choke.

"N-no I'm f-fine," I stutter again.

"Yeah, threes a crowd bro," Mattie speaks out and I choke again.

"Mattie? What the -oh my god, don't tell me you guys were in the middle of something," He panics and Mattie laughs.

"Well lets just say its very heated In here right now," He smirks and I try and keep my breathing to a normal pace.

"Oh my god ew you guys that's gross! While I'm happy you've made up I'd appreciate It next time I ring you and you're - busy - just don't pick up please," He whines.

"Sure," Is all I can say.

"Anyway ew bye guys," He says and hangs up.

"That was your fault," I scolded him.

"You loved it baby," He whispers in my ear, again sending shivers down my spine.

"N-no I d-didn't," I stutter.

"It doesn't take much to make you nervous does it? You're always so confident, then as soon as I make a move, your confidence disappears. I like that I make you nervous, it turns me on," He smirks.

My nervousness turns him on?

He smirks before flipping us over so I'm the one on top.

"Now you can be in charge," He says, knowing he's put me on the spot.

"You're evil," I narrow my eyes at him.

"Hmm, whys that baby?" He asks, whilst stroking my arms.

"Stop making me nervous," I whisper and he smirks.

"Why should I?" He asks and I smile sweetly before hopping off him.

I take a seat on my sofa, and grab a pen to "fiddle" with and he stares at me.

"What are you doing?" He asks.

"You asked me what I would do, so I got off you," I say and he smirks.

"You think that's gonna stop me?" He questions and I shrug.

He gets off the bed and makes his way over to me.

He reaches out for my arm and I shock him with my shock pen.

"Ow!" He yells. "What the f**k is that thing?"

"Its a shock pen," I say whilst laughing at him.

"That's vicious!" He shouts.

"Should listen to me then shouldn't you?" I smile smugly.

"How about no," He smirks and grabs the pen out of my hand whilst tossing it.

He places his hands under my bum whilst picking me up and throwing me on the bed.

"You gonna say sorry for shocking me?" He asks and I shake my head.

"Very well," He smirks and attaches his lips to my neck, sucking harshly.

He trails his kisses to my earlobe and nibbles gently.

He then places his huge hands behind my back and unclasps my bra before taking it off.

I grab his shirt and unbutton it, throwing it on the floor.

He places his lips back onto mine before grinding harshly against my sensitive area.

"I can feel you soaking through your leggings," He whispers against my lips earning a moan from me.

His hands trail to the waistband of my leggings as he slips them off.

His eyes scan my body hungrily.

"You're honestly flawless baby," He whispers and I feel my cheeks heat up.

I hold my hands out and reach his face, bringing it closer to mine before kissing him.

I feel him smile into the kiss, causing me to smile.

I cant take this anymore, I need him.

I grind against him and he smirks.

"Eager are we baby?" He says.

"I need you Mattie stop being a tease," I reply, knowing that's where he's going with this.

"I'll stop teasing you if you apologise for shocking me and you tell me what you want," he smirks and I roll my eyes in annoyance.

"I'm sorry for shocking you, and I want you inside me," I say whilst staring into his eyes.

"Okay," Is all he says before ripping my underwear off.

My hands touch the waistband of his boxers before taking them off.

He doesn't give me any warning before entering me and I moan.

He pumps in and out of me, whilst kissing me passionately.

"You feel so good baby," He tells me, causing me to moan.

His hands travel to grab my bum, and he squeezes it lightly, but enough to make my grind my hips harder.

My nails rake across his back, earning a moan from him and I smirked because I made it happen.

He grinds faster and faster and I'm about to combust, when he says something that surprises me.

"I love you Ella,"

Oh my god.

He does love me.

"I love you too Mattie," I say as we both come undone together and falling next to each other, hearts pounding like crazy.