
Chapter 1
Chaeyong's Pov
I'm walking in a hallway of my school while holding a big box of chocolate, flower and waiting for Mina, well Mina? i have a huge crush on her.
"Uhh...Excuse me?" i look at my right side and feel my face is...wait heating?? geez she's so beautiful i can feel my stomach full of butterfly, she's wearing a up shoulder and palda. "Hi Mina! we...i mean i want to give you th-this!" i hand her im holding but she didn't move her hand and her friends start laughing at me. "How many times do i have to remind you loser? stop giving me some trash? such a freaking freak!" i didn't say or move anything but i know im so hurt that i feel my stomach slowly dying something.
"Get out of my locker!!" she yell and pushing me in the ground and start laughing again, well what's knew? it happened all the time but i just can't stop my self and she's the only one who can make me feel butterfly in my stomach, can make me smile and laugh. I don't know how i fall for her so deep that i can't scape.
"Are you done Mina?" i look up and saw Lisa standing and facing Mina, she look at me and help me to get up. "What? helping her? oh come on"as soon as i stoned up i can't help but look down but i can see Lisa look back on Mina and just staring at her.
"Why can't you just accept the gift and just leave her, huh? is that even hard? ohh yeah HAHAHAHA i forgot your the rude queen! heh! almost forgot about that, sowy~~!" Lisa sarcastic said and didn't bother to hear what Mina's gonna say next and just help me walk. I just feel embarrass and pity in my self and to Lisa, by the way she is Lalisa Manoban, she's 23 years old and one of my best friend who always got my back...i mean every time? i guess.....
"You know bro can you just pleaseee stop giving her like that? i mean you know, chocolates and flowers? she don't deserve someone like you that have everything! your like a diamond while she's like a trash! she's not match in you" she say looking at me and laughing for her life. "YAHH! Lisa come on she's...not a trash okay? she's a goddess" i say while smiling so wide but she just give me a disgust face while walking. "Goddess my ass! oh by the way we have review test today! catch you guys later at cafeteria, okay?" she said while running away, i was about to answer but nehh she know the answer so i just head in my class cause it's almost time.
As i enter my classroom i can see my friends waiting and looking at me? angrily?? what did i do this time to them? As soon as i seat down with them they just stared at me, wth wrong with this bitches! "What? quit staring at me!!" i told them annoyed. "Then quit giving that b***h flowers and chocolate then, Chaeyong where your friends but u can't even listen to us" i look at them and i knew they agree to what Tzuyu said. "Really? then if your my friends why can't you just all support me to what i want?" i say back while looking to all of them.
"What are you talking about? huh? we did! WE FREAKING DID!!!! almost 4 FREAKING years!! and what? you lost a LOT of money! and now your slowly loosing your SELF just for her! and you know what's gonna be worse? YOU! you will lost us" Rose yell that cause everyone's attention, she got up and just seat in her seat which a little bit far on us. Maybe she's right... I've been doing this since almost 4 years...am i too much for her? did i annoyed her that much? what's even missing in me? is there?
I feel waters running in my face, i just hug Nayeon unnie and Momo unnie is just patting my head, i only feel hurt only hurt. "Pls c-" Tzuyu's about to say something but our professor come in and start our lesson.
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We're all in cafeteria and eating quietly and i was about to break the silence but i saw Mina....with J-hope, th...there really happy on each other, if i can just wish that im a boy, im the one who's the reason why Mina is laughing I'll do anything, even just one day. But im so glad i meet a beautiful angel even it's not for me.
"Chaeyong!!!" i got in my sense when someone shout my name and it's Rose, like heck is that a giant?!? geez HAHAHAHAA. "Sorry what?" i ask them but they just kill me with their sharp eyes again. "I said im sorry for shouting at you i didn't mean it your just so stupid that time! my blood boiled owkey? sorry" she said and start eating her food like there's no tomorrow, this chipmunk really? "Yeah i know and yeh sorry for being rude im just not in my self that time an-
"Wharap biches!!!" we all look fast in the back and Lisa,Momo and Tzuyu running at us yelling. "b***h!! lower your voice everybody's looking at us" Nayeon unnie shyly said and looking at everybody. "Where not naked!! quit staring at us!!!" Lisa yell that got everybody stop looking at us, we just start laughing and saying bad word to this three dumb head. "Did you heard the news?" Jihyo unnie randomly ask us, news? what news??
"What news?" we all ask while staring at her. "That im such a beautiful

