The Bet: Dark New Adult Romance

Remington I lick my lips, the busty blonde sitting beside me has my c**k rock hard. I know I should be focusing on the s**t that the professor is droning on about, but I don’t care. All I can think about is the things she’s going to do with her lips and tongue in about an hour. A loud creaking noise fills the room interrupting Mr. Johnson, and momentarily pulling me from Layla, or maybe it’s Lacy, I can’t really remember. I look from the girl beside me and to the door. Whoever it is, is going to get an ass-chewing. In college, the professors don’t really care if you’re late or don’t show up, so I’m not really sure why Mr. Johnson makes a show out of those that are tardy, still, I don’t hold my breath that he isn’t going to start bitching in a second. My entire world flips on its axis when I see the person entering the room. Big blue eyes, soft pink lips, and long blonde curls, just the way I remember them. Jules. My heart starts beating out of my chest with just one look. No f*****g way. I must be dreaming, or high, or drunk, or all three combined, because there is no f*****g way that she’s really here, much less in this class. I haven’t seen her in three years. Three. f*****g. Years. The memory of her is like a hot branding iron on my skin. The day she left was the day I lost a piece of who I was...a piece I tossed over my shoulder and never cared to find again. I grit my teeth, my jaw flexing with the pressure. Mr. Johnson spins around, finger already raised as if he is about to snarl at her, but when he sees the sweet angel standing in the middle of the room, his face changes, morphing into something else. Even he can’t bring himself to yell at this sweet creature. Sweet creature. I almost snort. This girl, well, clearly a woman now, given the curves she’s hiding and the tight jeans showing off her full ass broke me. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to interrupt. I just had a hard time finding the room,” she whispers, her sing-song voice filling the room. She bats her long eyelashes at him innocently and all he does is clear his throat and motion for her to sit down. Most of the assholes in this room are probably thinking she is acting, playing the innocent act, the woman who can do no wrong, but I know better. Everything about her is sweet and gentle. She wouldn’t hurt a fly. She never saw anything as a nuisance, not even me. Jules has always been the sweetest person I know…until the day she ripped my heart out of my chest and left, taking the shredded pieces with her. Her sweetness turned sour the day she moved away, and all because she wanted to please her father. She didn't even fight. Didn't fight for us, for our friendship, for the chance of love. She just left...left when I needed her more than anything, more than air, more than life. Losing her was like losing a piece of my soul, it killed me, but I survived. I built myself back up and became the man I am today. “Excuse me,” she whispers, walking down the middle aisle getting closer and closer to me. Every step she takes angers me. I don’t want her near me, let alone to be in the same room as me. She spots an open seat in the row in front of me, and slides into it, but not before lifting her eyes to survey the room. The professor has already started talking again, and most of the room is focused on the board, scribbling down every little word that’s written, so no one notices her stares. She tucks a curled lock of blonde hair behind her ear and then as if the entire f*****g universe wanted to damn us, her eyes lock on mine. Those big blue eyes, once so full of life, of wonder, of love for me, for us. In that instant, the entire f*****g world could blow up around us and we wouldn’t notice. She seems shocked to see me, about as shocked as I am to see her, and then a tiny smile pulls at her plump lips. “Remington…” the girl beside me whines, rubbing her manicured hand against my thigh, and suddenly my c**k has deflated. I feel sick to my stomach, my insides twisting, all because of Jules. She gives me a tiny little wave and then settles into her seat. What the f**k? What the hell just happened. Did she seriously just wave at me? Red hot anger zings through me. Who the f**k does she think she is? Waving at me, acting like she doesn’t know what the hell she did. The hour seems to drone on, and with every ticking minute, my anger seems to grow. I feel like a boiling pot of water. One single second away from boiling over. “Do you still want to hang out after class?” “No,” I grit out. “Why? Don’t tell me it’s because of that girl that just waved at you. Who is she anyway?” Using my hand, I brush hers off my thigh and grip my pen with enough strength to snap the damn thing. Maybe I should tell her, yes, but the blonde with a sweet smile and soft heart just ruined my f*****g day, year, hell my life. “She’s no one. I don’t even f*****g know her, so stop acting jealous,” I whisper when all I want to do is yell. I wonder if Jules can hear me, I sure f*****g hope so. I don’t want her to try and reach out to me, try and talk to me. I don’t want her to have a damn thing to do with me. “Okay, so why then?” She pouts, and I twist away from her. This classroom is too small, filled with too many people, and I feel like I’m suffocating. Her mere presence makes it feel like my heart is being ripped out of my chest all over again. “I have to go, Remington.” I shake my head, not comprehending what she’s saying. “What the f**k, Jules? Why?” I know I shouldn’t swear at her, but I don’t understand. I already lost my mom. If I lose Jules too, I’ll risk falling off the deep end. She worries her bottom lip between her teeth looking at me as if she doesn’t want to say what she’s going to next. “You knew my parents were getting a divorce, and my mom, she’s too busy with work for me to live with her. I have to move with my dad.” I blink. “Move? Like, leave?” My lungs deflate, my heart cracks down the middle. “Yes.” She frowns. “I tried to reason with them, Remington. I asked my mom if I could stay with her. I’m old enough, but she said no. She travels too much and can’t risk leaving me alone for days.” I understand what she is saying, but all I can feel is pain, anger, heartache. “You’re my best friend, Jules. I need you.” My voice cracks, my insides twisting painfully. “I know.” Tears glisten in her big blue eyes. “We have the phone. I can call you, check up on you. I can come and visit.” I tighten my hand into a fist. I’m angry, at Jules, at her parents, at my own mother for choosing f*****g liquor over her children. “You know what, don’t worry about me. Go and live with your daddy.” My words slice through her, and I can tell they hurt. She reaches for me, her hand landing on my bicep, but I shrugged it off. If she cared about me as much as she said she did, she would find a way to make this work. “Don’t act like that. It’s not like I want to.” I can hear her talking, but all I can feel is the betrayal. If she’s leaving, if she’s not even going to be here anymore, then I should just end this, rip out my own damn heart instead of letting her do it. “Go away, Jules. Go pack your s**t and get out of my face. I don’t ever want to see you again.” I barely get the words out. God, does it hurt to say them, it hurts so damn bad. “What? You don’t mean that.” She makes another grab for me, but I take a step backward, putting space between us. This is it. The end. “I do. I never cared about you, about our friendship. You mean nothing. Just like my mother. Nothing.” I punctuate the words, staring down at her. Her pink lips tremble, lips I’ve thought of kissing my entire life, her hands shaking, and when the tears start to fall, I turn away. “You…you can’t…” she starts, but I whirl back around, stepping into her space. I’ve never hurt her, never wanted her to be scared of me, damn if that is the last thing I ever wanted but seeing her right now with tears swimming in her eyes, looking like she’s the one that has a right to be heartbroken angers me. There are only two women I’ve ever loved in my life, and I’ve already lost one, now I’m losing her too. Leaving me with no one… “I do not care about you. Leave. Now. You’ve ruined us. Our friendship.” “I can’t change something I have no control over, Remmy.” “Neither can I. Now get out of my face. I never want to see you again.” Her mouth opens as if she’s going to say something, but I shake my head, giving her a warning look. I don’t want to hear another word come out of her mouth. I don’t want to see her pink lips, big blue eyes, or soft blonde curls ever again. “Remington,” someone calls my name, pulling me from the memory, and I blink letting the image of Jules’ tear-stained face disappears from my mind. I realize then that people are starting to shuffle out of the classroom. f**k. My eyes move to the seat in front of me, the one that Jules was in before I spaced out. It’s empty now, thank f**k. Now all I have to do is get rid of this chick and I can get out of here. “Look, Lacey…” I start, pushing from the table. “It’s Layla, actually,” she sneers, displeasure appearing in her eyes. “Uhh, yeah sorry, anyway…I’ve got s**t to do. I’ll text you later?” I shove all my s**t into my backpack and start down the stairs, refusing to let her even talk. As soon as I step outside the classroom, I see her. Jules. My heart. My f*****g best friend. Her eyes connect with mine, a smile pulls at her pink lips, and she takes a step forward. I tighten my hold on my backpack, every muscle inside my body tightening. What the f**k. What the actual f**k does she think she’s doing?