straberries And Cigarettes

“Promise me that you will always stay by my side, alright?” He said while patting my head slightly. “ofcourse, what makes you think I will leave you?” I asked him curiously. “Dunno I just felt like you will do it” A small smile plastered in his face as he said that. I SUDDENLY remembered that part from my memory while looking at him smiling and adoring a girl while eating in the cafeteria. I went here knowing I’ll be hurt but I am stubborn human being and still come here just to witnessed him happily staring at her. When he said he wanted to end the thing between us, I was so heartbroken. So many nights I should have slept but I keep crying in that night thinking it was all a dream. “I told you didn't I?! That you're just going to hurt yourself by coming here!” Said by my friend David who is getting mad by my stupidity. “I..I couldn't help it! I missed him already and I want to hold him just like in the past.” I was on the verge of crying but I'm putting my best to stop my tears to fall down because I will just look pathetic in their eyes…In his eyes. “Let's just go. You don't need him, he have given you enough proof that he doesn't love you enough!” he dragged me away from the cafeteria and I look back one last time, I felt a tear escape from my eyes. I don't know what to do so I just ran to a comfort room that was not often used in the building near us. “hey! Where are you going?” I heard David shouted but I just keep on running and running until I reached my destination, lock the door and cried by myself and desperately hugging my knees.