His unhealed heart

Chapter 7

Ashish

"Damn it." I said. I was quite frustrated as I couldn't get any prove regarding that g**g who is taking away the people and do that vulgar thing. I have to collect the evidence soon so that I could stop this work soon and could prevent this disaster from the people. I want to prevent this as soon as possible but I am kind of feeling sleepy as last night I was trying to get the evidence and arrived at home late that is good that they had allowed me to come inside or maybe I would have stayed outside. I am grateful to that. I laid on the bed and had already slept when someone had knocked on my door for a moment I thought that it was my imagination but when I heard another knock and that too hard one and I groaned and went towards the door and opened the door.

"Who is this?" I said and my eyes met the person who had disturbed my sleep and when I saw her eyes were widen and I was quite shock but I cover it up quickly. 

"Ashish."She said and I closed my eyes. My name still looks so much good from her mouth but for a moment I felt that I am very tried that is why I am thinking that she is over here but in fact there is no one in front of me or maybe someone else. 

"I think I am very tired that I am imagining someone." I said and was about to close the door when she speak up and cleared my doubt about imagining someone.  

"You are not imagining the thing Ashish. I am here for real" she said and I opened my eyes and looked at her for few seconds and then I become a bit cold I don't want to show her that I am still get the affect when she is around. I don't want to give her hopes at all. She looked at me with confused eyes.

"What are you doing over here?" I asked in a cold way and she looked at me weirdly.

"When have you become like this Ashish?" Well I know that this is new for her but I have to do this I don't want any hope in our broken relationship. I wanted to say that but I choose to say otherwise. 

"Don't bother to ask me that because I am changed and now please tell what are you doing over here and leave." She looked down for few seconds and with trembling hands she pulled her hand up and she handed me the box. "What is this?"I asked her while examining the steel box.

"I don't know how my grandmother knows you but she was worrying about you and that is why she had sent you this food." she said while looked at him who was looking at the box only. I think I know her grandmother, the same lady whom I had met that day but I never thought that she will be her grandmother. I looked at her but not pull up my head and saw that she was hurt by my action. If this could make distance between us then I will not hesitate to do that. I don't want Bhoomi back right now and doesn't want anyone as well. 

"Now if your work here is done than you can go." I said. I know that it was rude but I have to do this. 

"Ashish will you give me a chance to explain myself now." I want to give you but my mind is not ready just because it is keep screaming that in front of you your heart breaker is present who will again break my heart and will leave me with new scar. 

"Bhoomi, I don't think that there is anything to explain now and I think we weren't meant to be together that is why we got separated soon and we should now not talk about what was between us" I again choose to answer her otherwise. 

"Ashish I know that I have hurt you but there is still a lot of thing which didn't got fade away between is and we have to made it fade away."

"I am not in mood right NOW." I emphasized now clearly so that she could understand that I don't want to talk to her and before she could say anything I took a step back and closed the door. 

"There is a lot of explaining that is between us Ashish, it just that right now you are not ready to accept that but I will make sure that you will acknowledge this soon. " I heard her voice and then heard her faint footsteps. I know that there so many things which is not cleared between us and Bhoomi I am sorry to talk to you like that but I think I am not ready to be with you right now. I want some time so that I could again stable back in my life once again. Though my heart is still screaming your name and want you once again but I still need time. I stood up and opened the box and found the food and I smiled and thanked her grandma in my heart. 

I started to eat the food and after that I washed it and was on the bed. I think I should take the decision soon because it is hurting me as well as Bhoomi. I looked at the ceiling and let the sleep consume me.