Chapter 1

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Lena's POV I stand on the balcony, the cold night air brushing against my skin as I lean on the railing, gazing at the sky. The city is alive with the sound of celebration, the streets filled with laughter and music, but it’s the fireworks that capture my attention. They explode in bursts of color, lighting up the sky with shades of red, blue, and gold. Each one is a reminder that the year is ending, and a new one is beginning. But it’s more than just the fireworks that has my heart racing tonight. I’m pregnant. The thought sends a shiver of excitement down my spine, warming me despite the chill in the air. I’ve known for a few days now, the test a silent confirmation of what I’ve hoped for, what I’ve dreamed of. . I can feel it deep within me, this new life growing inside. Our life, our family. I turn my head slightly, hoping to catch a glimpse of him, Alex, my husband. He promised he’d join me to watch the fireworks. He knows how much I’ve been looking forward to this moment. I want to share this news with him in the most perfect way—under the glow of fireworks, as the old year fades and the new one begins. It feels right. It’s how I’ve imagined it for weeks now. I’m barely able to contain my excitement as I glance at my watch, counting down the minutes. The clock on the wall in the living room ticks closer to midnight, and my anticipation builds. In my mind, I’ve already rehearsed the words. Alex, I have something amazing to tell you. We’re going to be parents. The thought makes my chest swell, my hands shaking slightly. This is the news I’ve dreamed of sharing with him. A soft breeze ruffles my hair as I stand there, lost in the shimmering light of the fireworks. I close my eyes for a moment, letting the moment wash over me—the sounds, the smells, the warmth of the celebration. And then I hear footsteps behind me. “Lena?” Alex’s voice calls out, warm and familiar. My heart skips a beat as I turn to face him, but when I see him, my smile falters. He’s standing at the door to the balcony, holding a glass of champagne in his hand, his face lit with a grin that I know all too well. It’s the same grin he wears whenever he’s been having a good time, a grin I used to adore. But tonight, something feels off. I can’t quite place it. “Alex…” I start, my voice a little shakier than I intend. “I’ve been waiting for you.” He doesn’t seem to notice the tremor in my voice as he steps out onto the balcony, his eyes still sparkling from whatever conversation he’s been caught up in. He gives me a quick kiss on the cheek, the kind of kiss that feels more like a habit than a gesture of affection. It stings a little, though I try not to let it show. “You look beautiful,” he says absently, glancing over at the fireworks with a hint of a distracted smile. He takes a sip from his glass, his eyes never fully meeting mine. “I was talking to Claire, you know, from the office. She was telling me about this new project they’re launching. I think I might get involved in it.” His words, meant to be casual, hit me like a punch in the gut. Claire. Of course, it’s Claire. She’s always around, always laughing a little too loud at his jokes, always a little too eager to spend time with him. I’ve never liked the way she looks at him, the way she touches his arm whenever they talk. But I never said anything. After all, I trusted him. Or at least, I thought I did. I force a smile, hiding the knot of discomfort in my stomach. “That sounds great,” I say, my voice a little too bright. “I’m sure you’ll do great.” He doesn’t seem to notice anything unusual in my tone. He’s still looking at the fireworks, his face bathed in their soft glow. His expression is one of contentment, of someone who’s had a good time and is now ready to relax. It’s the kind of expression I used to love seeing, but now, it’s just a mask for something deeper—something I’m starting to feel in the pit of my stomach. But this moment, tonight—it’s supposed to be ours. This was supposed to be a turning point. I wanted to tell him about the baby, to share in that joy together. To feel connected, united, as we had been when we first met. I take a deep breath, trying to steady myself. This isn’t how it was supposed to be. I’m excited, I’m full of hope for the future. But as I glance over at Alex, I feel a twinge of something else—something that stings like salt on an open wound. My hands, trembling slightly, rest against the railing as I try to calm myself. I can’t let him see how upset I am. Not yet. Not when I have so much hope for our future. But then, as the clock strikes midnight, a sound breaks through my thoughts—a soft, melodic laugh. It’s not his laugh. It’s hers. I turn sharply, my heart sinking into my chest as I see Alex, standing too close to Claire. He’s laughing, his hand resting on her shoulder, his gaze locked with hers in a way I’ve never seen directed at me. I freeze, my breath catching in my throat as the world around me seems to blur. The laughter, the music, the fireworks—all of it fades away as I watch them. Her eyes are bright, her smile wide and open, and Alex… Alex is looking at her the same way he used to look at me. With affection. With warmth. With a kind of intimacy that makes my heart shatter into a thousand pieces. I want to scream, to shout, to demand an explanation. But I can’t. The words are stuck in my throat, and my body feels heavy, rooted to the ground as I watch him—my husband—laughing with another woman, as if I’m invisible, as if I don’t matter. Tears threaten to spill from my eyes, but I blink them back, taking a step back from the balcony railing. I don’t want him to see me, not like this. Not when I’m broken, not when my heart is torn into shreds. The man I thought I knew, the man I thought I could trust, is slipping away from me. And I can’t stop it. I retreat inside, my movements stiff and robotic, my mind in a haze. The door clicks shut behind me, and I press my back against it, my hands trembling as I try to steady myself. I want to confront him. I want to demand answers. But the moment has passed. The firework display is over, and the city is quiet again, the sounds of celebration fading into the distance. I stand there, numb, unable to move. I watch them through the glass doors, Alex and Claire, as they continue their conversation, oblivious to my presence. And I… I’m left alone the painful truth that Alex loves Claire.
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