Chapter 2

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Alex POV I wake up with a dull headache, the kind that comes from too much alcohol and not enough sleep. The light streaming through the blinds is harsh, making me squint as I roll over in bed, trying to escape its intrusive rays. My mouth feels dry, my body sluggish. I barely remember the drive home last night, the laughter, the endless rounds of champagne. I glance over to the empty side of the bed. She’s gone. The covers are tossed, the pillow still warm from where she had been lying. I sit up, rubbing my temples, feeling the weight of the night pressing down on me. The night should have been perfect. I had everything under control, didn’t I? The party, the celebration, the fireworks. But somewhere between the sparkling lights and the champagne, I lost track of the one person who mattered most. Lena. I swing my legs off the bed and stand up, the world spinning slightly as I stumble toward the bathroom. The cold water splashes against my face, and I take a long look at myself in the mirror. Dark circles under my eyes, a slight stubble along my jaw. I look like hell. But I don’t care. The only thing I can think about is how I left her out there—alone—watching me flirt with Claire, as if I had no idea what I was doing. But it was harmless. She should know that. It was just some lighthearted conversation, a laugh, a casual touch. Nothing more. Claire and I have a history, but Lena doesn’t need to worry about that. I’ve always been faithful. Haven’t I? It was nothing. I remind myself of that again as I finish washing up, splashing some cold water on my face to shake off the remnants of the night. I step into the living room, glancing at the clock. It’s almost noon, and the house is eerily quiet. No sounds of movement from Lena. She’s probably still upset. I can’t blame her. The fireworks, the celebration—it’s all part of the package deal. But it doesn’t mean anything. I walk into the kitchen, I spot her. Lena is standing by the counter, her back to me. She’s wearing that loose, oversized sweater that I’ve always liked on her, her hair pulled into a messy ponytail. Her body language says everything. Upset. She’s holding something in her hands, but I can’t quite make it out yet. I stand there for a moment, watching her, gathering my thoughts. I know this conversation is coming. I just didn’t expect it to be today. “Lena,” I say softly, my voice a little hoarse. I try to keep the tension out of it, but the words feel like they’re stuck in my throat. “Good morning.” She doesn’t turn around. Not at first. Instead, she takes a slow, deliberate breath, as if bracing herself for something. When she finally speaks, her voice is steady, but there’s an edge to it that sends a chill down my spine. “Good morning, Alex.” Her tone is measured, almost cold. “We need to talk.” I swallow hard, my stomach dropping. This is it. The confrontation I’ve been avoiding since last night. “About what?” I ask, though I already know the answer. I can feel the weight of her gaze even though she hasn’t looked at me yet. “About you,” she replies, her voice still calm, but I can hear the pain beneath it. “About last night.” I bristle at the words, but I force myself to stay calm. I know she’s upset. Hell, I’m upset too. I didn’t mean for any of this to happen. “Lena, it was nothing. You know that, right? Just some harmless fun. Claire and I—” “No, Alex,” she cuts me off, finally turning to face me. Her eyes are wide, red-rimmed, like she’s been holding back tears for hours. Her lips are pressed tightly together, and I can see the tremor in her hands. “It wasn’t nothing. You were flirting with her. Laughing with her. Touching her like she was more important than me.” She steps closer to me, her voice growing more intense with every word. “And you didn’t even notice I was standing right there. Do you even care?” The accusation hits me like a punch to the gut, but I don’t let it show. I stand there, frozen for a moment, trying to collect my thoughts. “Lena, it wasn’t like that,” I say, my voice a little too defensive. “I was just talking to her. You know how I am with people. It’s harmless. You’re the one I’m with. You’re the one I care about.” Her face hardens, her jaw clenching as she takes a step back. “I’m not stupid, Alex,” she says, her voice low and sharp. “I saw the way you were looking at her. You don’t get to gaslight me. Don’t think I didn’t notice. Don’t think I didn’t feel it.” I open my mouth to protest, to explain, but the words die on my lips. She’s right. I did look at Claire in a way that I shouldn’t have. I did enjoy the attention. And worse, I didn’t even think about how it might make Lena feel. The truth is, I’ve been so caught up in myself, in my own world, that I haven’t even noticed the distance growing between us. “You never think about how I feel, do you?” she continues, her voice breaking now. “You never think about the damage you do until it’s too late.” Her eyes are shining with unshed tears, and it’s like a knife twisting in my chest. She’s so angry, so hurt. But it’s the hurt that hits me the hardest. I never wanted to hurt her. “I do care, Lena,” I say, my voice barely above a whisper. “I do. But sometimes you just—” “Don’t, Alex. Don’t even try to justify it,” she interrupts, shaking her head. “I’ve had enough. I’ve had enough of pretending everything is fine when it’s not.” She takes a deep breath, steadying herself, and that’s when I see it—the decision in her eyes. It’s final. “I’m done.” I blink, my heart stuttering in my chest. “What do you mean, done?” She doesn’t answer me right away. Instead, she turns toward the kitchen counter, her movements slow and deliberate. When she looks back at me, there’s something cold in her gaze, something that breaks me in ways I didn’t think possible. “I’m done with this marriage,” she says, her voice barely audible, but the weight of her words crushes me. She places a thick envelope on the counter, the one she’s been holding in her hands. Divorce papers. I take a step forward, my hands shaking slightly. “Lena, no. Please. We can work this out. We can fix it. Just—just give me another chance.” But she doesn’t even flinch. She doesn’t look at me with pity or regret. She looks at me with determination, her back straight as she speaks the words that I never thought would come. “No, Alex. I’ve already given you too many chances. And I’ve been lying to myself for far too long, thinking things would get better. But they won’t. Not with you.” She pauses, I think she might change her mind. But then she looks at me one last time. “I’m leaving. And I’m not coming back.” I feel like the floor has been ripped out from beneath me. My mind goes blank, the room spinning around me as her words echo in my ears. She’s leaving. Lena, the woman I married, the woman I thought I knew, is leaving me. “I’m sorry,” I whisper, but it’s too late. She’s already walking toward the door, grabbing her coat from the hook by the entrance. I stand there, frozen, unable to move, as she slips out the door without another word. The door clicks shut behind her, and the silence that follows is suffocating. The weight of her absence presses down on me. The woman I thought I could always count on—the one I promised to love and cherish—is gone. I stand in the kitchen, staring at the divorce papers on the counter, my hands trembling. She’s gone. And I’m left here, alone, with nothing but the wreckage of my own mistakes.
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