His forbidden mate

A wolf can dream .

Zane stared at me for a moment before a slow grin spread across his face .

“You slept in the guest chamber ?”

“Yes “

“And it’s because of her ?”

I clenched my jaw .

“It’s because of me Zane “

He stared at me .

I sat on a chair beside him ,leaning back ,dragging a hand over my face .

“Are you scared ?” He asked with his voice tender .

“I’m terrified “

“I don’t want to ruin what we have ,whatever it is we’re building ,she is just starting to like me “

I swallowed hard .

“You’re falling for her “

“Don’t “ I said .

“But it’s the truth I mean you’re mated to her no matter what ,all that’s left now is the sealing and your wolf is begging for it “

“I don’t know what to do “

“I’ve already given you an answer ,just kiss her and see how she reacts “

I sighed .

“I’m heading back “

“To her ?” He asked me .

“Yes ,my father comes back tomorrow and she won’t be here by then ,only the goddess knows what will happen ,and if this is going to be my last day seeing her I need to get some things out “

“That’s my pup “

“Oh hush “ I replied .

I walked out of Zane’s chambers heading straight to mine .Of course I didn’t miss the maiden that I brought to the guest chambers last night .

That one memory just disgusts me .

I should never have done that .

I headed straight to the chambers and was greeted by silence .

My brows pulled together as I stepped farther inside .

But she actually wasn’t present .

I noticed the folded piece of paper sitting on the table .

I picked it up .

It read :

Lucien ,

I went out for a while . I noticed you haven’t been comfortable around me so I thought I’d give you some space. I’m going to stroll around the kingdom. I’ll be back later.

I felt my stomach drop .

She thought I didn't want her here .

I closed my eyes as my fingers pressed my forehead .

“Damn it “ I said out loud .

That wasn’t what I wanted ,it’s not even close .

I had avoided her so much that I didn’t even think about how it would affect her.

I laid down on my bed ,staring at the ceiling as time passed .Minutes an hour ,hours .I faded into my thoughts ,I gave into the thought of being with her ,of succumbing to my urges .Suddenly the door opened ,causing me to look at the door. And behold ,it was her .

The first thing I noticed was her hair ,the second was a few loose strands that clung to her forehead .

She looked warm from her walk .A smile crept up my lips .Her cheeks were slightly flushed and a faint sheen of sweat rested against her skin .

Her clothes had shifted slightly from the stroll,I immediately tried to look somewhere else .Unfortunately it didn’t work .

Everything about her right now tested whatever control I had left .

“You’re back, “ she said .

I adjusted myself .

“Yeah “ I dared to speak .

“So are you “

She looked away .

“I saw your letter ,you have beautiful handwriting “

“Thank you, “ she replied .

“Skylar “ I called out .

She seemed to have paused in her steps .

“I owe you an apology “

Her brows lifted .

“For ?”

“For making you feel the way I did “

I watched her expression soften .

“I just ….”

“I know “ I cut her off .

I stood up ,taking steady steps towards her .I stopped mid way , not letting myself get too close .

I gathered courage to speak .

“The truth is… “

I somehow struggled to find the words .

“I’ve been battling with myself ,with my wolf “

“About what ?”she asked .

I looked into her eyes .

“When you’re near me ,something happens”

Her lips parted slightly .

“Let me finish, “ I stopped her .

“My wolf reacts to you “ she stared at me .

“And I’m trying my very best to control it, “ I said tenderly .

“It’s not because I don’t want you around or anything “ I said, taking quiet steps closer .

“It’s because I know we’re just starting to understand each other and co exist and I don’t want to ruin whatever it is that we share ,you should know that I would never take advantage of the situation,ever “ .

Her breathing changed .

And mine too .

“I don’t want to frighten you, “ I whispered.

“I just need you to understand that when I pull away sometimes it’s not because I’m not comfortable around you “

I held her gaze .

“It’s because I’m trying very hard not to lose myself around you “ .

She walked closer ,almost closing the gap between us.

“Does it hurt ?” She asked .

“It feels like I’m going to get torn apart by my wolf, “ I said to her .

I watched her lift her hands ,placing them on my chest as her fingers trailed on the golden carvings on my shirt .

“Is it torture ?” She asked again ,looking me in the eye as if she was going to pierce right through my soul.

“What’re you doing ?” I asked her .

“I’m just asking a question, “ she replied.

“Skylar ,you do not want to play around with me “

“I’m not playing around ,I can clearly see how it’s tearing you apart and I …I want to help “

“Help ?” I asked her .

“Yes ,help “

“How ?” I asked her .

She took a few steps back ,Loosening the ropes that held her dress together causing her dress to slide down her shoulders .

I swallowed ,hard .

I watched as her breasts sat perfectly in her red bra ,her red panties didn’t miss a chance show itself .

“Skylar ,I can’t make you do this “

“I want to, “ she said, walking towards me as she placed my hands on her breasts.

I felt them ,soft ,round ,resting .

My breath hitched .

“If I do this…”

“Do it, “ she said instantly .

I closed my eyes as I placed my lips on hers ,basking in the moment ,feeling every bit of her warmth,her lips were soft and small and I was holding myself back from eating her completely .

I pulled away .

Our foreheads touched as I whispered :

“Tell me what you want Skylar “

“I want this “

“You understand that if we do this ,then we are permanently bonded and I mean for life “

“I understand,” she whispered .

My hands glided up her skin ,tracing her back as my lips found hers again .

Slowly begging for an entrance into her mouth .

My hands moved to butt ,squeezing them as she granted me access into her mouth .

My tongue greeted hers ,dancing tango with it .

My fingers kept moving ,kept urging to feel every bit of her as my hands moved to her bra hook .I swiftly undid it stepping away from her .

I looked at her from a small distance, studying her breathing as her beautiful round breasts came into view.

“You’re beautiful “ my voice came out as whispers.

Her cheeks turned pink ,she was completely flushed.

Her hands moved to my shoulders sliding down to the button of my shirt as she undid them.

I felt her soft breasts in my hands as I squeezed them.

“Ah~” she let out a soft moan ,showing me just how badly she wanted this .

I took her left breasts in my mouth,savoring the moment when I heard my name in silent echoes .

“Lucien ! “ a familiar voice called out ,but I didn’t listen.

I was too busy melting in the arms of the woman in front of me .

“Lucien “!” The voice called out again .

“LUCIEN !!” A dull pain shot in my head as my eyes shot open .

I was staring back at the ceiling .

“What were you dreaming about ?” Skylar asked.

I turned to look at her ,standing beside the door ,still fully clothed .

“Oh my goodness “ I said out loud.

“Are you okay ?” She asked .

It was all a dream ?