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***Zamera's POV***
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Warning: Almost 40% of this chapter contain Mature Scene. Read at your own risk.
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Tulad ng napagkasunduan naming dalawa ni Kendrick ay maaga sya umuwi at sa labas nga kami kumakain. Pag- uwi nya may dala syang bouquet of flowers para sa akin. Masaya naman ako sa dinala nya sa akin, at sa naging gesture nya pero hindi buo yong kasiyahan ko dahil sa laging laman ng isip ko ang sinasabi ng mommy nya.
"May problema ba? Kanina ko pa napapansin na tahimik ka." puna sa akin ni Kendrick, hindi kasi ako nagsasalita habang kumakain kaming dalawa. Habang sya ay salitang- salita pero wala naman ako halos sinasabi. "Galit na galit ka pa rin ba sa akin Zamera?" hinawakan nya ang kamay ko at nagsumamo ang titig nya sa akin. "I'm deeply sorry for betraying your trust and hurting you. I know I've made a terrible mistake, and I take full responsibility for my actions. I love you more than anything, and I'm committed to making things right. Please forgive me. I'll do whatever it takes to rebuild your trust and repair our relationship, Zamera. Just give me a chance."
"I appreciate your apology, and I've thought a lot about what you've said. Despite the pain you've caused me, I believe in our marriage and in our ability to overcome this. Let's work together to heal and strengthen our relationship." ngumiti ako. "Hindi naman ako galit sayo Kendrick. Pinapatawad na nga kita, diba? Ako lang talaga ang may problema sa mga nakalipas na araw, masyado akong nag- iinarte." hindi ko mapigilan sambit. Hindi mawala- wala sa isip ko ang sinabi ng mommy ni Kendrick.
I admit that the real reason I said this to Kendrick is because of what his mother said. Natatakot ako na gagawin nga ng mommy ni Kendrick ang sinabi nito sa akin na sasabihin nalang nito sa asawa ko na hihiwalayan nalang ako. So even though I'm not really healed or even halfway healed from the wounds Kendrick inflicted on me, I need to restore our former relationship. He might get tired of me and leave me. I'm willing to do everything, even forget his wrongdoings to me, just so he won't leave me.
"No baby! I understand you. It's not easy to forgive especially with the big mistake I've made to you." ngumiti sya."Salamat. Salamat sa pagpapatawad sa akin. Pangako ko sayo na hindi na mauulit pa. I will be better para sayo."
Isang ngiti lang ang isinagot ko sa sinabi nya. Nagpatuloy na kami sa pagkain. Medyo sumasabay na ako sa mga ikinu- kwento nya sa akin. At naramdaman ko na medyo gumaan ang loob ko sa kanya.
Pero mayamaya lang, sabay napaangat ang mukha naming dalawa nang may lumapit sa amin, walang iba kundi ang ina ni Kendrick. At may kasama ito na isang magandang babae na sa tingin ko kasing edad lang ni Kendrick. Matangkad ito, sa hitsura nito, halatang mayaman din ito.
"What a small world son! Nandito pala kayong dalawa ni Zamera. Hello ija!" nakangiting sabi ni maam Carlota sa akin na parang hindi nya ako iniinsulto kanina.
"Mom. Kasama mo ba si daddy?" si Kendrick.
"No! Anyway, son, I would like you to meet Tanya." masayang ipinakilala nito ang kasama nitong magandang babae. "She's the one I mentioned to you, the daughter of my amega, whom I'll plan to introduce to you when she returns to the Philippines."
Napatitig si Kendrick sa babae. I admit I felt jealous of the way Kendrick was looking at her, especially considering that I know Kendrick as a cheater. And Tanya's beauty is intimidating, like a goddess descended from above, so I can't help but think Kendrick might be attracted to her.
"Hi, I'm Tanya. So, you're Tita Carlota's son, the one she often talks about to me. I'm glad that I finally meet you." masayang bulalas ng babae, parang masyado naman itong friendly. Malapad ang ngiti nito nang inilahad nito ng kamay sa asawa ko. Gusto kong tampalin ang nakalahad nitong kamay. Hindi ba nakita nito na may kasama si Kendrick? Parang bigla akong nagiging out of the place.
"Kendrick--" matipid na sagot ni Kendrick. "--and this is my wife, Zamera."Thank goodness Kendrick thought of introducing me to Tanya. I thought he had forgotten about me.
Napatingin naman si Tanya sa akin. "Hello, I am Kendrick's wife. Zamera." nakangiti kong sabi kay Tanya. Nabura ang ngiti nito at ibinaba nito ang nakalahad na kamay.
"Oh, I'm sorry! Aunt Charlotta didn't mention to me that Kendrick already has a wife. It's a pleasure meeting you too, Zamera."
Tanya smiled at me, but I couldn't quite tell if her smile was genuine. I'm not sure if my judgment is right or I'm just feeling jealous, which could be clouding my judgment. Using my peripheral vision, I glanced at Kendrick's mom. I could tell there was something she didn't like of in the situation. I wonder if it's about me introduce as Kendrick's wife.
"My son wasn't married yet when the two of us talked, Ija. Anyway, son and Zamera, Tanya and I will be leaving now. We have somewhere else to go."
Mabuti naman at agad na din silang umalis, hindi ako komportable sa presensya ng ina ni Kendrick pati na sa kasama nitong babae na may pangalang Tanya. Ewan ko hindi lang talagang panatag ang kalooban ko sa mga ito.
Napatingin ako kay Kendrick. Napakunot ang noo ko dahil sinundan pa talaga nya ng tingin ang mommy nya at si Tanya. I don't want to feel jealous, but I can't help it, pakiramdam ko kasi si Tanya ang sinusundan nya ng tingin. I admit Tanya is really beautiful and naturally attractive. That's why I'm afraid Kendrick might be attracted to her, kaya nakasunod ang tingin nya dito.
Isang tikhim ang ginawa ko para mabawi ang atensyon ni Kendrick. Agad naman syang napatingin sa akin. Aminado ako na hindi ko mapigilan na husgahan sya. We've only recently sorted things out after his cheating on me, so I can't shake off the thought that he might betray me again if he finds someone more attractive than me.
"Why are you looking at me like that?" I didn't respond; I just maintained my intense gaze on him, letting him decipher it through my eyes. "Oh—No! It's not what you think, Zamera. I'm not attracted to Tanya, her face just looks familiar, that's why I was staring at her. We've only just patched things up between us, you've only just forgiven me, I won't waste that. I love you, Zamera!" napangiti ako sa sinabi nya. Parang bula na bigla nalang naglaho ang pagseselos na naramdaman ko.
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Later...
"I want you, Zamera. I really want you sweety." puno ng pagnanasang sambit ni Kendrick. His eyes are filled with passion and lust. "I ache to touch you, to kiss you, to savor every inch of you. My desire for you is so intense that resisting it feels nearly impossible."
My heart flutters inside my chest. Each word he utters pierces through my heart and soul, causing me to fall even more deeply for him.
He then pressed our lips together. We kissed passionately; our tongues engaged in a fervent battle. The way we kissed each other was filled with intense longing.
Nang maramdamang ko na ipinasok ni Kendrick ang kamay nya sa suot kong blusa, nag- init agad ang katawan ko. Ramdam na ramdam ko ang pagkabasa agad ng pagk*babae ko.Nag- umpisa narin maglumikot ang aking kamay. My palm touch his rock- hard abdomen. Napaungol sya sa ginawa ko.
Pagkatapos nyang hubarin ang suot kong blouse, he then unhooked my bra, at inihagis nya ito sa sahig. He kissed me again and I kissed him back. Para syang uhaw na uhaw na sinisipsip ang aking dila at nanggigil na kinagat ang ibabang labi ko.
A soft moan escaped my lips as Kendrick gently caressed my breast, his kisses traveling from my lips down to my neck. I let out a series of soft moans in response to the pleasure he brought me.
"Kendrick...." I moaned when he started licking and sucking my n*pple. "Oooohhh...oohh.."
One of his hands crept inside my shorts. My eyes widened suddenly as I felt his fingers on my cl*toris. A long, lustful moan echoed throughout the room. I couldn't help but respond to every movement of his fingers inside my vag*na.
A minute later, pareho na kaming walang saplot sa katawan. Puno ng pagnanasa ang mga mata nya nang pinasadahan ng tingin ang hubad kong katawan.
Then, I can't help but to look at his c*ck. His long, big c*ck that I didn't know I missed until I saw it again. I wanted to touch it, so I did. Napaungol naman si Kendrick nang itinaas baba ko ang kamay ko sa nag- uumigting nyang pagk*lalaki. Mayamaya lang, hindi ko mapigilan na itulak sya sa kama. Nanlaki ang mga mata nya sa ginawa ko.
I leaned in, my mouth just an inch away from Kendrick's d*ck. I wanted to taste it and to suck it, just like what I did to him sometimes. He smiled; his eyes filled with desire. He knew exactly what I was going to do.
I then started kissing from his abdomen. Ramdam ko ang paninigas ng kanyang kalamnan dahil sa ginawa ko. Then I reached to his n*pple, I licked it. He moaned lustfully.
"S- Stop teasing me, Zamera. I- I want you now." he groaned.
Umaaksyon sya na parang gustong bumangon.
"Sige, bumangon ka. At talagang iiwan kita." pananakot ko sa kanya.
Pero, imbes na matakot sya, talagang bumangon sya at niyakap ang aking baywang. Nilakihan ko sya ng mga mata.
Kendrick whispered in my ear. "You enjoy teasing me, don't you? Well, now it's my turn to give you a taste of your own medicine."
Mas lalo akong nakadama ng excitement sa sinabi nya na parang uhaw na uhaw talaga ako sa bagay na ito.
"Sa tingin mo, ano ang gagawin ko sayo, Zamera?"
I swallowed hard as I felt my body heat up even more from his question. I could feel the intense throbbing of my vag*na.
"Answer me, Zamera." he whispered again. Para tumatayo ang aking mga balahibo dahil sa masarap na sensasyon na naramdaman ko. "Tell me what you want me to do with you, my sweetheart."
"I want you to suck, lick and f*ck me hard, Kendrick." walang pag- alinglangan kong sambit.
"You want me to do that, huh! Don't worry sweety, I going to dig my c*ck deeper to your hot and tight p*ssy. But before that---"
Kinagat nya ang aking earlobe, saka dinilaan ang aking tainga pababa sa aking leeg, pabalik. "This is what you going to do, Zamera. I want you to put your mound in my mouth." napalunok ako sa sinabi nya na parang unang beses namin ginawa ito. Humiga sya. "Do it now, sweety! I want your v*gina to my mouth."
Napalunok ako. Medyo matagal na rin mula nang huli naming ginawa ito. I positioned myself in front of his face.
"Oh sweety, I smelled your scent as a woman and my mouth watered for its taste." I saw him tilted his head and I felt him licking my core.
"Ahhh! God! Kendrick!...."
Hinawakan nya ang aking pang- upo para suportahan ako. Humawak naman ako sa headboard sa kama para hindi ako matumba.
He can't stop licking my cl*tori's. Kumikiwal ang aking katawan habang nilalaro ng kanyang dila ang aking pagk*babae. Punong- puno ng daig ang buong kwarto.
"Ahhh! Kendrick! Lick me more. Taste me more." hindi ko mapigilan sambit.
Naramdaman ko ang pagtigil ni Kendrick sa pagsamba nya sa pagk*babae ko. Napatingin ako sa kanya.
"I would love too Zamera. But I can't hold it anymore. I have to be inside of you. Hindi ko na kayang pigilan 'to."
Umalis sya mula sa aking ilalim. Napalingon ako sa kanya. Napalunok na naman ako nang nakita ko kanyang malaki at mahabang pagk*lalaki na sobra sa katigasan. I miss this.
"Sweety, I want you to kneel on the bed and hold the edge of the headboard."
Ginawa ko naman ang kanyang sinabi. I felt him positioned his shaft over my core, then he pushed his d*ck of my inside. Napasigaw ako dahil sa sarap.
Kendrick moved inside me. Every time he pushed his d*ck in my inside, I can't help but to scream in pleasure. Sarap na sarap naman ang aking pakiramdam habang naririnig ang ungol din ni Kendrick na tulad ko parang nagdedeliryo na sa sarap na aming pinagsaluhan. Habang tumatagal, pabilis nang pabilis ang paglabas- masok ni Kendrick sa pagk*babae ko.
"Ahhh! Ohhh! Kendrick! Ang sarap! Ahh! Bilisan mo pa." malakas kong daig habang sinalubong ang pagpasok ni Kendrick sa akin.
Naramdaman ko ang kanyang pagdukwang, I felt his thrusting, then he held my breasts and his fingers played with n*pple, adding to the arousal I was feeling. So, my moans were becoming louder. I was enjoying it so much. I love the feeling. I love him.
Kendrick quickened his movements as we approached to our climax. Pero nanlaki nalang ang mga mata ko nang bigla nyang hinugot ang pagk*lalaki nya. He then releases his sperm.
"I'm sorry sweety, pero kailangan na natin ang mag- ingat. Ayaw ko munang mabuntis ka muli. Saka na pag pareho na tayong nakatapos sa pag- aaral natin"