Always an ending

Boxes piled almost to the door frame it was like a maze in the small apartment. with clothes scattered all over the floor and trash and weird little trinkets. think God Kiara already got all the furniture out or she wouldn't have any room to walk. She sat down in a pile of clothes and just let the tears flow out of her eyes her mother has only been gone a couple of weeks and here she is packing up her life and moving out of the city New York has always been her home but it didn't feel like home every time she walked into that front door it felt like she was walking into a boneless graveyard. Sadness creeped over Kiara like it was nothing and she didn't want to drown in her sorrows anymore. So she came to the conclusion she's packing up and leaving. leaving where she has no destination in mind she doesn't know where to go or what to do. she sat in a small pile of clothes on her floor and she cried. She cried like no one could hear her even though her neighbors were knocking at her door but she ignored them. it was none of their business what was going on she was still grieving and she needed space she knew the city wasn't space it was crowded and she didn't want to be crowded she wanted to be free. She remembered hearing something about her best friend coming from Texas and how small some towns were and she figured that might be the best place to go. she opened her laptop and wiped away her tears stains and just googled small towns in Texas. and that she scrolled and scrolled and hours she spent one name one town spoke to her. She clicked on the link, the city of Graham Texas popped up on her screen. she read about the history and the population and the stores and even the people. this was her new home. this is where she'll be going. she closed her laptop and continued to cry when she took a deep breath, exheld a shaky breath and stood up and walked to the window. "Thank you New York City for being my home for the past 18 years but now I have to let you go cuz you're no longer my home for the city filled with horrible memories" she closed her curtains and finished packing now that she knew her destination. With bags in her hands and boxes in the moving van, Kiara got into a taxi and went to the airport. ready to aboard her plane and leave the memories of pain behind. this was going to be a new beginning Her moving truck would be at her new home in approximately 4 to 6 weeks, thank God she's rich. her mom left behind some 46 million in Kiara's name. she didn't know her mom had this much money "why didn't she use it for chemo." I think that's what hurt Kiara the most, her mom had so much money and still she didn't use it for her. Kiara figured that her mom wanted her to use his money for good and she is she has to. she sat in her coach seat on the plane put her headphones in and just looked out the window. As she watched the sky turn different colors ranging from Orange to Pink to yellow it was a gorgeous site. and she knew from the bottom of her heart her mom was happy and in a better place. Kiara clicked on her phone and saw she had a missed phone call. who would be calling her she quickly dialed the number back "hello" she said in a shaky whispered voice "who's this" she asked inside the phone speaker. she waited but no one answered "hello" she said once more before just hanging up the phone and putting it back on to silent. The flight to New York to Abilene it was maybe 13 hours she might be wrong she didn't really care how long it took her just as long as she got away. sure finally let her eyes close and she drifted off into a dreamful sleep. Kiara set around the Christmas tree and laughter's and music engulfed in the background her mom sat on the couch and was handing presents around the room. "Kiara" her mom said in a very happy tone " oh honey this is adorable I love it" Kiara's mom hugged a small brown teddy bear with a heart and his palms and a smile she smiled just brought tears of happiness to Kiara's eyes. "so mama what did you get me" Kiara's mom gave her a weird and funny look "oh you think I got you something now did you" Kiara's mom let out a laugh and had a twinkle in her eye she handed Kiara a gorgeous box. Kiara took the box from her mom very carefully and just admired the the wrapping paper. Red and green with a hint of white with a beautiful box and Kiara wanted to savor it. tearing the wrapping paper off as gently as she could. She looked up with tears in her eyes "mama" she pulled the necklace out of the box and held it in her Palm. the cool metal of the necklace rested in her hands. it almost felt like she was catching raindrops that never seem to disappear she was in awe "oh mama, I love it it's beautiful" she placed the necklace on her neck and let the pendant fall to her chest. the pendant was a beautiful crescent moon with a wolf on a mountain. she looked at her mom now crying and just hugged her. "oh I wish this night would never end" and they sat there for the rest of the night holding each other and drifting off into a slumber. Kiara woke up with tears pooling in her eyes and she looked at the window and sighed. she reached her hand up to her chest and grabbed a hold of her necklace and kissed it very gently though. A male voice came over the intercon asking everyone on the plane to please fasten their seat belts they are arriving soon. and Kiara did as told this was it this was her new life a New beginning a new start. Kiara made her way off the plane and into the airport grabbing her luggage and looking for a place to rent a car. she walks up to a lady at the front desk and she looked extremely annoyed. "hi how can I help you" Kiara looks down as she spoke. "I'm looking for a rental car" Kiara's voice was soft, like a whisper "ma'am I have to ask you to speak up a little" Kiara looked at the woman behind the desk, she was beautiful. she was slender yet she had a tummy. her hair was long and dark and her makeup looks something as a runway model. " rental.... car, where can I find one" the lady behind the counter pointed in a direction. Kiara left following the directions. when Kiara finally found the place where she can rent a car she walked into the office and behind the counter was a young man. this young man looked up from his paperwork and smiled. "ah yes how can I help you for today" the way this young man talks was so friendly and heartwarming. it made her feel safe. "I'm trying to find a car I can rent to get to a town called Graham" Kiara spoke firmly but softly and the man behind the counter nodded at her. "well that is about a 3-hour drive from here may I see your license and ID please" Kiara looked inside of her bag until she pulled out her ID and license and handed it to the young gentleman. "oh we're from New York, are you visiting family or" Kiara gave a soft smile and shook her head. "no sir no family to visit. just starting over" A young man shook his head and went into the back and grabbed a few pieces of paper for her to sign. when Kiara finishes signing the paper he handed her the keys to a car and told her that she could get put the car at the rental place in the town. she nodded her head and thinked the young man and left.