02:05am
She was still on his mind.
He'd stopped trying to take his mind off her.
He'd made peace with the fact that Bianca, is and will forever inhabit his mind.
This hour, the early morning, especially awakened a strange longing in him. There was something special about the first few hours after midnight - it was their time. His mind was conditioned to yearn for her company, miss her most at this time- because it was in these early morning hours that she'd lay on her side and stare at him while they have pillow talk, it was in these early morning hours that they'd engage in steamy love making. They had gotten so close in the few months before she left for New York -when he was not away and she wasn't out with Chey, she was always with him, the occasional times he made a
