So Bad: Can Friends Kiss?

Episode 5

SOME TIME LATER…

"Ah, ah, ah! Sss..." Right now, I'm pounding Mia from behind. I have her face down in a crawling position and lock her hips to lift up and take my member. Mia's moans are incredibly sexy, and she's quick to adapt. It's her first time, but she's taking me like a pro.

"Oh... Ahh, your turn, Mia." I grab Mia's waist and lean back, pulling her to sit on top of me.

"Ah, b-but I don't know how,” She tells me softly, but her aroused voice really ignites my raw desires.

"Ahh, like this, mmm... Slowly." I hold her waist and guide it up and down slowly in rhythm. Once she gets the hang of it, I can't imagine wanting anyone else. I just want Mia all day and night.

"Sss... A-Austin, we're going to ah, ah, oh!" Mia's moans tell me, and her body tenses and spasms, gripping my manhood tightly. I'm about to finish too, so I thrust up rapidly.

"Ahh..." Soon, I tense up and release warm c*m inside Mia. I forgot to mention, I've been going raw from the start. Never done it bare with anyone before. She's the first, and it's not just once either. This is the third time I've finished, and Mia's finished way more times than that.

"Mmm... Enough, I'm tired," Mia begs me after I hug her from behind and move my manhood still inside her slowly.

"One more round?" I whisper hoarsely, a voice that girls find incredibly sexy, one that every woman succumbs to. I ask in a raspy voice and kiss the back of her ear.

"I'm sore, I can't take it anymore." Her voice sounds like she's pleading softly, and she makes a pained expression, making me feel helplessly sorry for her.

"Alright, then sleep," I tell her and plant another heavy kiss on her cheek.

"C-can you take it out first?" Mia tells me softly, probably referring to my manhood still lodged in her p***y.

"It'll come out on its own soon enough. Just sleep, or do you want to continue?" I ask and teasingly push my manhood in again. It's torturing myself, but to continue would be unfair since it's her first time and she's had to take something both large and intense.

"N-No, I'll sleep now," she quickly replied and shut her eyes tightly. It's hilarious.

Oh! Usually, after being with someone, I just leave and never stay to cuddle. She's the first one I've ever stayed to cuddle. But where else would I go? Normally, after I'm done with a woman, I always stay over here anyway.

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MIA

"Oof..." I twisted my body in fatigue. I didn't know what was pressing on my waist. It's so heavy.

Ah! Ouch... It hurts so bad. Why does it hurt down below so much? Oh, right! Last night with Austin...

I only came to my senses after waking up. As I recalled last night, I remembered everything. It wasn't a dream; I was sore and aching all over, and the first man in my life was still holding me close.

If he wakes up, how should I face him now that our relationship has changed?

"Mmm..." Austin stretched and yawned.

Oh... So handsome. Ah... Even though I tried to be modest, fate led me to give myself to him. Should a virgin like me, who has never even kissed a man, let the first man I've secretly loved for so long just leave my life?

Definitely not. Since I was young, I intended to have only one husband. So, the idea of keeping my distance and being just a close friend is out the window. From now on, I'll make sure he's mine and only mine, no matter how difficult it is! I won't let myself be used for nothing.

"Are you awake already?" It seemed Austin was awake, and he asked me in a sleepy voice. He not only asked but also pulled me into a tight hug, and our uncovered bodies were rubbing against each other.

"Mm," I replied, avoiding his mischievous gaze. This guy is such a pervert; as soon as he opened his eyes, he gave me a lustful look and pressed his 'dragon' against my hip.

"Does it hurt?"

"What do you mean?" Austin suddenly asked, leaving me a bit confused.

"You know, down there. Does it hurt a lot?" he asked, and it wasn't just a question; he reached under the blanket and touched me there, making me freeze in shock.

"Uh, um, it hurts," I answered softly, turning away. I was so embarrassed. Out of nowhere, he just touched me. Even though he did more than just touch last night, it was only my first time with him, so feeling embarrassed is natural.

"Let me take a look."

Huh? What?

I just realized what he meant when Austin sat up, pulled the blanket off both of us, spread my legs apart, and then... uh, lowered his head to look down there.

"A-Austin, I'm fine. P-Please stop," I quickly said and tried to close my legs, but he held them in place so I couldn't move, and he even shot me a stern look.

"It's red and very swollen, but that's normal for the first time. Just hang in there a bit, it'll get better soon." He lightly touched the middle of my slit with his finger as he spoke.

"Ah! Ooh." I nodded in agreement, feeling so embarrassed that I accidentally moaned. Just a light touch from his finger made me moan.

"Heh, feeling a bit sensitive, huh?" Austin moved to straddle over me, and this position made me feel uneasy.

"No!"

"No need to deny it."

He gave me a firm kiss on the lips before he rolled over to lie beside me again.

"Austin," I called him softly, my heart racing.

"Yeah?"

"About last..."

"I'm sorry for being harsh and for forcing myself on you." I hadn't even finished speaking when he interrupted, which made me feel relieved that I didn't have to bring it up myself.

"I felt good with you, you know. You're different from any other woman I've ever been with. I can't really put it into words," he spoke and gave me a slight smile.

Was he trying to say that I'm special compared to his other women?

"Yeah," I acknowledged him with a small smile, but I felt my cheeks burning and they were probably very red.

"I want to be with you all the time. I want to cuddle, kiss, and touch you. What about you, Mia? Do you feel the same?" Austin asked, taking my hand to kiss it.

"I, uh..."

He asked if I felt the same way, but what did that mean? His words weren't clear, and even though it wasn't hard to guess, I didn't want to assume.

"So, what do you think?"

"Yeah," I replied, nodding slightly, feeling so embarrassed to admit my feelings to him.

Austin pulled me into a hug and kissed my lips. At first, he pressed down hard, then pulled away before kissing me again. His passionate kiss made me feel like I was melting into him. He finally pulled away when he was satisfied.

"I'm glad, Mia, that you feel the same way."

"Uh, and well..."

So, what happens to us now? Are we going to be in a relationship? I want to know, but I can't bring myself to ask.

"But I'm not ready to commit to anyone," Austin looked at me with such a serious tone and expression and said, making my heart, which was swelling with joy, begin to tremble with fear and confusion.

"What do you mean?" I asked him softly, but I already had an idea of the answer.

"Honestly, Mia, I'm really into you, but I don't want to commit to anyone. I just want to have fun."

"And?" I could only ask him that because I truly didn't understand what he meant.

Was he saying he didn't want to take responsibility and wanted me to forget everything that happened?

"So... from now on, can we just be friends with benefits? Have fun together, and both be happy, but without any commitment," Austin replied casually, even running his hand along my arm.

What he wanted and what I thought he wanted were worlds apart, and I could only say one thing:

"Bastard." That's all I could manage to say, trying to keep my voice steady, and then I pulled myself away from him.

"In case you're interested. If not, that's fine, I won't force anyone," he said.

"Get out. Leave the way you came in!" I gathered my composure and suppressed my emotions to say a long sentence without looking at him, but I could see him shrug and get dressed before walking out of my small room without a care.

It hurts so much. I never thought life would throw something like this my way. It hurts so much I can't even put it into words. I never imagined this guy could be so cruel and heartless. If he had just told me to forget everything that happened, it wouldn't hurt as much as him asking me to be his casual partner!