My daddy is gone..
My father is always hiding and the doors are always closed and dark covers are continually put infront of the windows. This was the way things always was at my home and I never thought it odd till the day my father vanished from our lives and I had to accept that my mild mannered father had more secrets than those that I was willing to face. I saw my father's life as my unhappy childhood unfolding infront of my eyes. How could I explain all the bad vibes always clinging in the air when we were never allowed to lighten up the house at all.
I had no idea we were different from other "people " . My father is a vampire and my mother a werewolf a secret liaison that was f*******n. I am an anomaly that should not exist at all. Why do my parents do these things that has created a me. I am alive and I should not be.
This I only found out after a long time. My mother never wanted to tell me the truth as things was unstable, always her grumbling about something or other under her breath. Why does she want to fight about everything I ask her. Today is no exception, I just come home from school and flung my school bag on the bed as I usually do and immediately it became the issue of the moment. We ended up having a great big fight and eventually she shouted "You are the cause of all our problems, I wish you were never born."
Those words hit me like a mallet between the eyes. Of all the awful ugly things she could have said that was definitely not one of them and I was very shocked that she said it. Instead of saying sorry to me she stormed out of the room. I was devastated to say the least. I loved my parents and when my mother was rude to me I would go find my father and today was no acception.
As I searched each room of the house for him I did not find him here or anywhere in the house. That was odd as my father is a stay at home scientist who doesn't have to go out to work. At home is his workspace, my dad also has some strange allergy to sunlight. I was to find out much later that he was a vampire and could not go out into sunlight unlike me who was able to move between both worlds of light and darkness.
There are laws that forbid a hybrid as I am a little girl now I have not yet grown into who I will become. These were things I had to find out about as my mother who never spoke of these things to me was about to scream the truth to me so viciously that it would always hurt me to think about these events. She was in the basement folding washing when I found her and asked about dad. Where is he and when will he come home as he was and is the one person I could always speak to.
I really want to speak to him as I always do and tell him about my day at school. My mother is always trying to send me away from him or so it seemed. "Where is dad?" I asked her again as I grabbed a chair to sit on ,hunching my hand under my chin and looking directly at her. I was definitely wanting answers, yes most definitely. I was not satisfied with the usual foppish answers my mother normally gives me.
"Is he in hospital?," I asked my mother, but she would not answer instead she started to cry. Her tears were really strange and intense. I found this weird her chocked up expression seemed to say she wasn't coping with me asking. I had not received an answer as I waited in bated breath she finally started talking coherently and slowly...
"Your father has gone to be with his own people, because of you he will not be coming back here," she said this with a sneer on her face in a cruel manner. I was shocked and upset. How could she say this? I had not expected her to be this cruel.
I touch her hand as I do love her ,I only want to feel her love but she shrugged my hand away as she throws a shirt at the wall she turns to me and her eyes are glowing with fire light as I used to call it. This was a sign that she could change at any moment. I shout "Calm down mom, please I love you..." , I don't think she is listening to me. I have to run as my energy in maximizing I make a quick exit out of the room.
Lucky for me she is still partially in transformation and don't have the use of her paws yet. When she is in wolf form anything becomes possible as she does not always remember. I lock the door on her just in time before she can make it out of the room.
She is angry and starts to whine and growl from inside the room. She cannot speak when she is in this state but the door is titanium and resistant to her a***e of it. She has developed nails by now and I hear her scratching at the door. This was so scary, I just wish I understood what was going on as this morning still all was fine... I had assumed it was fine.
I was wrong so very wrong as my father had to leave my mother, they were discovered as it would have eventually happened in any case . This was always going to be the problem with my father, he had defied his own father by being with my mother.
My mother was very beautiful, no one could blame him if he wanted to be with her.