It's time for the engagement party, and as pretty as my family made me dress up on the outside, I don't feel as pretty on the inside. I'm practically trying my best not to run off and leave everything behind like a coward, never looking back again. Of course, as long as Gideon knew I was alive, there was no hiding from him.
"This should be a happy night for you, but I can't help but notice that you do not have a hint of happiness on your face," my brother points out. "You can tell me anything; I'll be there for you. I know women have this thing where they get all emotional for weddings and engagements; I understand if this is one of them for you."
I force a smile on my face; I had to hide my unhappiness with this wedding better.
"I'm wonderful," I say. "I promise. You have nothing to wo
