The walk into the forest was long,cold and creepy all that helped us make our way through the dense forest was the gleaming moon in front. A couple hours later we came across a clearing in the trees where a road was also a run down motel with the 'm 'flickering away, a sense of relief washes over me as we approach the motel.
The desk has a silver rusty bell it is quite gross but oh well all I need now is to soak in a nice bubble bath.Giving the bell a few rings a tall slender man came through a door behind the desk looking tired and grumpy.
"Yeah what do you want?"The man sounded ruff and as expected grumpy.
" we would like a room please with two beds if thats alright"
Surprisingly my voice sounded normal not shaky like before, the man gave is a key after we paid and off we went to our room.The room was not that bad there were two neatly made beds with a mini fridge , Tv and a small bathroom.
"Im going to take a bath I feel disgusting"
"Alright I'll lock the door and close the curtains"
"Im so sorry Liz"
Sitting on the bed next to her holding her hand in mine, I feel so guilty for bringing her into this I was just meant to come home and live a some what normal life again but no its all gone to s**t again. Mind my language.
" for what my dear? this isn't your fault at all , dont be thinking it is "
" I know but-"
"no buts its not your fault none of this is your fault its those bastard carers who weren't watching you"
In some respect she is right but in a way its my fault Im the one who ran out of the doctors away from them to be taken like I was.
"thank you Liz for being her and not ditching me"
Suddenly I was pulled into a hug which I welcomed immediately it felt nice to not be alone anymore.
Minutes later I walked out of the bathroom in my pj's I find Liz already asleep on her bed with her g*n in her hands, grabbing the duvet over myself a unsettling though came over me, I haven't been in my head space in weeks ever since I had that tantrum with Luke, I never went into heads pace again. I dont really want to go into head space if im honest I know thats a really strange coming from a little who weeks ago run around with a stuffy with not a care in the world. Dismissing the thought I soon drifted off to sleep.