$Pain and Pleasure$

Drunken idea

Tonight me and Nelly decided to go out clubbing because I just need to get drunk. I’ve come to the realization that me and Dimitri isn’t gonna happen. It’s now been almost two months since I was bend over his table and every time he comes down to s*x and submission, then he just treats me like he doesn’t know who I am.

Me and Nelly are now both drunk as we stand at some club, I’m supposed to get laid tonight but I haven’t found anyone I want to go home with.

“What’s up with you today?” Nelly asks. “You’ve rejected 3 smoking hot guys already.” I know I have but guys I usually find attractive doesn’t really attract me tonight.

“I don’t know. They all seem so corny and boring.” I sigh.

“Has it something to do with Dimitri?” She asks.

“I don’t think so.” I say and look at her. Who am I kidding? Since I met him then I haven’t found other guys attractive, sure I still find Ronnie really attractive but I’ll always find him attractive no matter what. I still get dominated by other guys down at the club and I still sleep with other guys but it’s like when I need to find someone outside the club then I just can’t. “I guess they don’t excite me really.” I admit.

“You need to get him out of your head.” She says knowing very well that it has something to do with Dimitri.

“You know what we should do? We should head down at his new club and see if he’s there.” I suggest.

“You know that he’s probably not there, right?” She says as he own a lot of clubs but I think it’s worth a try.

“It’s worth the try.” I say.

“And exactly what are you planning to say to him if he’s there?” She asks.

“I’ll improvise.” I say smiling as I head towards the way out of the club.

“You know that it’s becoming some kind of obsession with him, right?” Nelly asks as she follows me.

“I just know what I want and I’m not gonna give up before I get it.” I say. I’ve always get what I want and I sure am not gonna get what I want by staying away from him.

“You’re crazy.” She laughs.

We get into a cab and head to his new club, I really hope that he’s there because I’m just about dunk enough to dare to provoke him. I know that Nelly, Andy and Ronnie Warned me not to do that but it seems like it’s the only way I can get his attention.

We get into the club and the place is pretty crowded, I really need to pee so I head towards the bathroom before I do anything else. In the bathroom I look at myself in the long mirror , I feel pretty confident in my short dress with a low v-neck , no underwear, bare legs and my 6 inches high heels.

I walk up to the bar and my intention is to ask one of the bartenders if Dimitri is here but I’m surprised to find him behind the bar. I stop up because I don’t have a plan, I don’t know what to say to him right now because I expected him to be at his office or something, but now I have to make him with all the people around us.

“He’s behind the bar.” Nelly says as she apparently doesn’t know that I’ve already spotted him.

“I know.” I say and walk up to the bar. I make sure to bend over so he can get a good view of my boobs. Dimitri spots me and walks over to me.

“What can I get you?” Dimitri treats me once again like he doesn’t know me.

“Really?” I ask giving him an attitude. “You’re gonna pretend once again that you don’t know who I am?”

“Stella, I don’t have time for this.” He sighs in annoyance.

“Why do you do that Dimitri?” I ask him putting pressure on his name and I can tell that it pisses him off.

“Don’t provoke me Stella.” He warns me.

“Or else you’re gonna bend me over your desk again?” I ask him.

“Lower your voice.” He hisses. Even though the music is loud then there’s still a risk of people hearing me as I’m in that drunk state where I can’t control volume of my own voice.

“Are you afraid of people knowing who you really are Dimitri?” I keep provoking him.

“Is she allowed to be here?” He asks me as he nods his head towards Nelly.

“Yes she’s allowed.” I inform him. “Did you enjoy the video?”

“It pleased me that you got what you deserved.” He says coldly.

“Because you weren’t man enough to finish the job yourself?” I ask him and I can see him get angry now. He now turns towards one of his employees and he says something in his ear, then he turns his head towards me again.

“Follow me.” He orders me.

“Where?” I ask.

“To my office.” He informs me. I go behind the bar and follow him out of the back door from there.

“What’s your friend’s master’s name?” He asks me as we walk towards his office.

“Andy Williams.” I say and we walk into the office, it’s very similar to the office at his other club. I’m not even nervous right now and maybe it’s because I’m so drunk but I’m mostly excited.

“Sit down.”  He says and this time I sit down on the chair like I’m asked to. “I’m just gonna make a call.” He says and leaves his office. I sit here looking around, what is it I’m doing? I just provoked him in the worse possible way by challenging his manhood. Maybe I should just leave now while I can? No I can’t get his attention. I just sit there and wait for him and it feels like forever before he returns.

“I told Andy to pick up his sub.” Dimitri says when he sits down and I just nod my head, I kinda expected that he was gonna ask Andy to pick her up. “Why are you into this lifestyle Stella?” He now asks me.

“I like to be dominated, I like to be used and I like the pain and the pleasure. I like the concept of being punished when I’ve been bad and being rewarded when I’ve been good.” I tell him.

“What scares you then?” He asks me and I frown my brows because I can’t see why he would think that anything scares me, there isn’t anything that scares me about b**m.

“Why would you think anything scares me?” I ask curious.

“You’re a part time submissive so obviously something scares you.” He says.

“I just don’t want some s*x fetish to take over my everyday life like that.”

“If you see it as a s*x fetish then you’ve misunderstood the concept Stella.” He says. Why does he have to take my words so serious?

“I know it is but I just don’t want a man to take fully control over my life.”

“Being a submissive means that you’re living to serve another person, it’s about submitting yourself and it’s all about trust really, but if you simply can’t submit yourself then you need to consider weather you belong in this environment or not.” He says and I think it’s absolute bullshit what he’s saying, just because I don’t wanna submit myself on full time then it doesn’t mean that I don’t belong here.

“That’s just bullshit bec..”

“I would really watch my language if I was you.” He corrects me.

“I like to submit myself but I can’t bring it into my everyday life, I think it’s awesome when people can handle it but I’m not one of those people.” I admit.

“Because you’re weak.” He says coldly and he’s starting to piss me off.

“I certainly am not, I’m too independent to let a man control my everyday life.”

“Then you should find a boyfriend that just likes a little role playing.” He says and I roll my eyes in annoyance as I get up from the chair.

“I’m just gonna leave because we’re not gonna come to an agreement here.” I say and I see him get up from his chair before I turn the door, but then I feel my hair being pulled and next thing I know I’m bended over his desk.

“Did I gave you permission to leave?” He hisses.

"No sir." I whimper from the pain of him holding me down.

"Then sit your f*****g ass down and don't you get up before you're told to." He says harshly as he pulls me back and forces me to sit down. "What do you want?" He goes around the desk and sits back down.

"What I want?" I ask not quite sure what he means.

"You've showed up here for a reason, right?" He asks. "Isn't it obvious that I want your attention?" I ask and thank God that I'm drunk right now, because else I would've been really shy about saying this or even have this conversation.

"It is." He says and there's a few seconds of silence before he speaks again. "So what do you want exactly?  Do you want me to dominate you?"

"Something like that." I say.

"I don't do part time submissives, I need someone who's strong minded, someone who can handle me and my way of running things." He says.

"You don't think I can handle you?" I ask.

"No"

"I don't agree with you."

"You're aware that the punishment I gave you was nothing compared to what I'm gonna give you for your behavior tonight, right?" He asks and I actually thought that he wouldn't punish me now that I've come clear of why I did misbehaved.

"I'm aware." I just say.

"I don't think you're, Stella. I remember how you complained about 20 strokes last time, so you're not gonna last 40 maybe 50 strokes." He says.

"I would have complained even if it was only 5 strokes."

"I don't need a whining bitch."

"Apparently you can't handle the challenge."

"The challenge?" He chuckles sarcastically.

"I'm too much of a rebel for you and you can't handle it." I provoke him.

"I've tamed worst brats than you."

"Then what's the problem?"

"The problem is that I don't do part time submissives Stella, the problem is that I don't think you're a true submissive, you're just an ordinary girl who likes to be treated like whore." He says and I can feel that he's starting to piss me off.

"f**k you." I say as I frown my brows at him.

"You need to watch your mouth Stella because you've already added enough to your punishment." He warns me.

"Then punish me, let's get it over with."

"Not when you're drunk."

"Why not?"

“Because the alcohol eases the pain and I want you to feel everything.”

“Then you know where to find me.” I say and get up from the chair.

“Sit down!” He raises his voice but this time I don’t obey but I don’t move either.

“Or else?” I challenge him.

“1.” He counts. Why does he count? “2.”

“Why do you count?” I ask.

“You’re very close to getting another punishment Stella. Sit down.” He hisses but I’m not gonna give in, he’s an asshole, he can’t just dominate me when he doesn’t wanna dominate me.

“You don’t wanna dominate me but what are you trying to do now?” I ask him. Dimitri now gets up from the chair and he walks towards me, I don’t move but it’s because I don’t wanna show him how much he scares me. He now stands in front of me and he looks down at me as I look up at him to meet his eyes.

“Kneel.” He orders me and I hesitate because I don’t know weather it’s a good idea to disobey him right now. My hesitation makes him grab my hair and force me down on my knees instead. “Eyes to the floor!” he says as I’m kneeling and this time I don’t hesitate to follow his order.”Are you aware of how much trouble you’re in when you get sober?”

“I can only imagine sir.” I say. He’s now won me over and I don’t intended to resist him now.

“Yeah and when I’m punishing you tomorrow, then I want you to think about that it would only be worse if you were mine. I don’t think you understand how extreme I really am, I don’t think you’re aware of my way of doing things. I’m a sick dude Stella and people maybe call it violence and abuse what I do to girls but my bitches loves it! I will put you through the most intense pain because I know I can put you through the most intense pleasure as well. I’m not just testing your limits, I’m pushing your limits and I’m pushing them even farther than you could ever imagine. I’m sick because I love to see a women suffer and whimper in pain but I also love to cause her pleasure. I love to spank a women’s ass bruised, that’s actually what turns me on the most and it turns me on to see her suffering from it a couple of days after also. You can’t handle me, you can’t handle my hard discipline, you can’t handle that you’re not even allowed to breath without asking me. Why do you keep trying Stella? This isn’t for you, you’re not mentally strong enough to handle what I would serve to you.” He explains and I know once again that I should be scared but holy s**t… I want it.. I want to please him in any possible way and I want him to abuse me and do everything he wants to me, I want him! I can handle it, I know I can but I need him to give me a chance to show it.

“How do you know that? You don’t even know me and you don’t know what I can handle.” I fight him.

“Look at me.” He orders me and I look at him. “A part time submissive can’t handle shit.”

“And how do you know that?”

“From experiences.” He says. That man is stubborn as hell and he refuses to change his view on things.

“You’re right, this is a waste of time because you’re not interested in changing your mind.” I say and I’m about to get up on my feet but Dimitri stops me.

“Did I gave you permission to get up?” he says angrily.

“Don’t f*****g tell me what to do when you’re not gonna dominate me anyways!” I hiss and Dimitri now grabs my arms and force me onto my feet, then he practically throws me over the desk.

“I’m getting tired of your attitude Stella.” He says as he folds up my dress and exposing my ass. “Now you’re gonna have a sore ass already when I’m serving you your punishment tomorrow.” I can hear him fumble with his belt behind me and without warning I can feel the belt come in contact with my skin. It’s burning, it hurts like f**k so I know he hits hard because I’m really drunk and I can still feel it. “Lower your voice, or should I find a gag ball?”

“No sir.” I whimper and he hits me like 10 times fast in a row and I bit my lip not to scream. My ass burns when I can feel him running his hand over my ass.

“I’m easy on you today because your punishment tomorrow is gonna be harsh.” He says.

“Thank you sir.” I say and I turn my head to look at him, I catch him stare at my ass before he meets my eyes. “Did you enjoy that sir?” I can’t help but smirk because I know it’s a bit naughty question for me to ask.

“I did very much.” He admits and he reaches down between my legs. “And so did you.” I gasp when I feel his whole index figure inside me. “You’re so wet for me you little slut.”

“Yes sir.” I moan. He begins to move his figure as he slowly enter another figure, he then begins to rub my g-spot and he also begins to rub my c**t with his thumb. This is what I’ve been waiting for, I’ve been waiting for him to touch me this way and he’s good, he knows how to make your whole body tickle. He turns me on so much and I don’t think a man has ever turned me on that much.

“Is this what you wanted?” He asks husky.

“Mmh… Yes sir!” I moan loudly as I’m so close to have an orgasm and I know he can feel it.

“But only good girls get rewarded.” He says as he removes any kind of touch from me and then he backwards my p***y hard a couple of times.

“Pleesae.” I beg for more of his touch.

“Do you really think you deserve that?” He asks and I must admit that I don’t deserve it, I haven’t been good tonight so I know I’m not gonna get it.

“No sir, I don’t.” I admit.

“Exactly.” He says and I hear him take something in the drawer, the next thing I feel is him rubbing lotion on my ass.

“What’s gonna happen now sir?” I ask him.

“You’re coming home with me and then I’ll serve you your punishment tomorrow.” He says.

“Home with you?” I ask surprised because I didn’t expect that at all, maybe he does want to dominate me after all.

“Don’t get any ideas Stella, I’m just making sure that I can serve you your punishment and that you don’t stay away from it.” He says. How does I get this man to want me?