It’s been 3 days and the only thing I’ve been doing is work. After work I’ve gone home and done nothing else. I haven’t seen any people and I’ve just been really depressed. It’s like a piece of me is missing.
I forgot how much it hurts to be heartbroken and somehow it just makes it worse knowing he has feelings for me too, knowing that it could actually turn out to something if he wanted to give in and open up a little.
Today is Saturday and I’ve decided to pay s*x and submission a visit, just to come out and do what I love again. Mostly I think I wanna see Ronnie and maybe have a session with him to forget about this whole mess.
My butt is still sore but it's a lot better than it was the day after. My skin just feel very sunburned that's all.
I chose to wear a skirt which covers my en
