It's now been two weeks and my sadness turned into anger. Dimitri is not talking to me at all and he's practically ignoring me. I can't believe that he's doing that and I can't see why! He said that this wasn't how it was going to be.
Even times he came by s*x and submission then I try to get his attention but it’s not working. Ronnie doesn't even wanna have playtime with me and something tells me that it has something to do with Dimitri but Ronnie won't tell me anything.
Tonight I need to get drunk and I plan to go to one of Dimitri's club. I've become to know his schedule pretty well and I know what club he's probably gonna be tonight.
I walk into the club and I'm head over heals drunk because I'm sitting home drinking up my sorrow. Also, I needed to drink courage to even talk to
